were supposed to be busy teaching your class.â How had he known she was there?
â To be clear , if I was your enemy, you would be dead now. Moncrief wasnât naming his murderer. He was trying to send you to me because, as his life ebbed, he knew I was your only chance of surviving.â In a voice under his breath, he added, âIâm sure he loved that.â He picked up the letter opener from his desk and ran his finger down the edge. âYou want his murderer to face justice, do you not?â
âWith every cell in my body.â
âGood.â He held the opener out to her, handle first. âTake it.â
She did, feeling the warmed metal against her palm and the curves of the dragon.
He raised his arms out to his sides. âIf youâre sure I killed him, go ahead then. Take your revenge.â
She squeezed the handle and stared at a chest that looked so hard she wasnât sure the tip would penetrate. He was taunting her. Daring her. She pressed the tip to the molded pec over his heart, just below the dragonâs mouth, and met his gaze.
âCould you do it, Ruby? As tough as you like to appear, could you sink a sharp object into someoneâs flesh? Itâs harder than you think. Physically and psychologically, even when you feel justified. Could you handle the feel of warm blood gushing between your fingers and down your arm?â
Every bit of the rage she felt since seeing the bolt piercing her uncleâs chest rushed in around her. âYes.â
âGood.â He paused, staring into her eyes in a way that twisted her stomach. But nothing like his next words did. âYouâve felt it, havenât you, a rage so hot and fierce that you believe you could take someoneâs life? Even though that sane and civilized part of you abhors that ferocity, a darker part craves it.â Her denial withered on her tongue. He didnât press her because he seemed to know she had. âHave you ever killed someone?â
She wanted to say one or two but somehow she knew heâd spot her lie. âI threatened someone. And I would have gone through with it, too, if he hadnât paid for the merchandise.â She could hardly push the words out of her dry throat.
Nevin hadnât bothered to check the slip of paper the hulk of a man waved in his face, and off the restored motorcycle wentâwithout getting paid for. When sheâd hunted the man down, he dismissed her as a mere girl. She threatened the creep with bodily harmâoddly, not with shooting him but tearing out his throat. He must have sensed her suppressed violence, because he paid on the spot.
âKilling is not easy to do,â Cyntag said. âAnd should never be done out of rage.â
âAre you speaking from experience?â It sure sounded like it.
His mouth twitched ever so slightly. âI donât think we should go there just now.â
Which meant theyâd go there later. And that she was right.
Cyntag smelled of earth and fire andâwhere in the hell were these thoughts coming from? His energy and heat pulled at her. Were his eyes glowing? She swore something flickered in them, just for a second.
He nodded to the point of the letter opener. âWhy are you hesitating?â
She took a step back, bringing the opener to her side. âBecause I canât be sure you did it.â He was right. If he was Monâs murderer, sheâd be dead.
âVery good. You put logic over your anger. As opposed to when you pulled the gun on me or tried to crush my balls. Never let your emotions drive you.â
âIâm not a rash and emotional person. Then again, I donât usually watch someone I love die or get chased by a supernatural ball of fire.â
He leaned against the door again, though she couldnât be certain it was to block her escape. He looked so relaxed. Yeah, as relaxed as a lion. âWhat do you know about the