be a thing left. We have to leave. For our children, for ourselves â¦â
He paused, testing the words in his mind.
âFor the future of life itself,â he finished weakly. He was sorry he said it. Early in the morning, over prosaic food, that kind of talk didnât sound right. Even if it was true.
âJust donât be afraid,â he said. âWeâll be all right.â
She squeezed his hand.
âI know,â she said quietly. âI know.â
There were footsteps coming toward them. He pulled out a tissue and gave it to her. She hastily dabbed at her face.
The door slid open. The neighbors and their son and daughter came in. The children were excited. They had trouble keeping it down.
âGood morning,â the neighbor said.
The neighborâs wife went to his wife and the two of them went over to the window and talked in low voices. The children stood around, fidgeted and looked nervously at each other.
âYouâve eaten?â he asked his neighbor.
âYes,â his neighbor said. âDonât you think weâd better be going?â
âI suppose so,â he said.
They left all the dishes on the table. His wife went upstairs and got garments for the family.
He and his wife stayed on the porch a moment while the rest went out to the ground car.
âShould we lock the door?â he asked.
She smiled helplessly and ran a hand through her hair. She shrugged. âDoes it matter?â she said and turned away.
He locked the door and followed her down the walk. She turned as he came up to her.
âItâs a nice house,â she murmured.
âDonât think about it,â he said.
They turned their backs on their home and got in the ground car.
âDid you lock it?â asked the neighbor.
âYes.â
The neighbor smiled wryly. âSo did we,â he said. âI tried not to, but then I had to go back.â
They moved through the quiet streets. The edges of the sky were beginning to redden. The neighborâs wife and the four children were in back. His wife and the neighbor were in front with him.
âGoing to be a nice day,â said the neighbor.
âI suppose so,â he said.
âHave you told your children?â the neighbor asked softly.
âOf course not.â
âI havenât, I havenât,â insisted his neighbor. âI was just asking.â
âOh.â
They rode in silence a while.
âDo you ever get the feeling that weâre ⦠running out?â asked the neighbor.
He tightened. âNo,â he said. His lips pressed together. âNo.â
âI guess itâs better not to talk about it,â his neighbor said hastily.
âMuch better,â he said.
As they drove up to the guardhouse at the gate, he turned to the back.
âRemember,â he said. âNot a word from any of you.â
The guard was sleepy and didnât care. The guard recognized him right away as the chief test pilot for the new ship. That was enough. The family was coming down to watch him off, he told the guard. That was all right. The guard let them drive to the shipâs platform.
The car stopped under the huge columns. They all got out and stared up.
Far above them, its nose pointed toward the sky, the great metal ship was beginning to reflect the early morning glow.
âLetâs go,â he said. âQuickly.â
As they hurried toward the shipâs elevator, he stopped for a moment to look back. The guardhouse looked deserted. He looked around at everything and tried to fix it all in his memory.
He bent over and picked up some dirt. He put it in his pocket.
âGoodbye,â he whispered.
He ran to the elevator.
The doors shut in front of them. There was no sound in the rising cubicle but the hum of the motor and a few self-conscious coughs from the children. He looked at them. To be taken so young, he thought, without a chance to