Embracing Love by Delisa Lynn Read Free Book Online

He parted my lips with his tongue. He then wrapped his tongue around mine. I thought I would sink to the damn ground, he was so passionate. I hoped he didn’t feel my knees shaking. Those damn knees. Never fails when I’m nervous they want to just knock me down.
    I ’ve been waiting to kiss him like this again. The kiss was so gentle and seemed like it lasted for a lifetime.
    “ Lila Rae Carls, I have wanted you for the last five years.” I just stood there not knowing what to say or do. Then he did it again. This time there were fireworks going off in my head. I wanted him to just lay me down right there and kiss every inch of my body. I had never wanted that with anyone before. I think I had a damn orgasm again. I didn’t know what they felt like. But from the kisses the last time and the ones tonight, that had to be it.
    We walked along the beach and laughed and talked. Then we found a perfect spot under the moon.
    “I’ve wanted to tell you that I’ve decided to join the Army.” I didn’t realize my reaction was noticeable as I jumped up and these words escaped my mouth “WHAT!?” “Why would you leave me? What am I going to do?” “Leave you? I will be back.”
    “ I really don’t know what I want to do with my life and this seems to be the right thing to do right now. I signed up months ago, before we started seeing each other. I wanted to tell you when you asked me before, but I didn’t know how to tell you.”
    I don ’t know what came over me but I could feel the tears streaming out of my eyes, as I thought about him leaving.
    Was I falling for him? “L are you upset with my choice?” “No I’m not, I’m just tired!” “You are crying! Are you okay? Are you sick or hurt?”
    Yeah I was both, sick that I had to see him leave and hurt because I wanted to be with him more than he knew.
    I ran my hands across his arm “Liam I’m okay. You just took me by surprise. I wasn’t planning on you leaving me—I mean leaving.” He put his arms around my waist. “Lila, I am not leaving you. I will only be gone a year at the most. Then we will be together.”
    “ Let’s just get back to the party Liam.” I started to walk as he grabbed my hand. “L, please wait. I don’t want you to be upset with me.” “I’m not upset with you, this is your future. How could I be upset when you’re doing something you want to do? Does Ads know you’re going?” “No, I haven’t told anyone but you!” I just stood there with my hand on my hip staring at him.
    “ Lila, don’t be upset. I will always return to you.” He then kissed me again. This time I could feel everything he felt for me in that kiss. It literally took my breath away. I could feel myself panting and wanting more and that damn feeling in my panties. I was hoping he would just throw me down and make love to me. I knew he wasn’t that type of guy and I wasn’t that type of girl but this man’s touch made me want to fuck him every time I looked in his eyes. We held hands and walked back to the house.
    The walk back was very quiet. Once we got back everyone had settled down and were leaving. The skank must ’ve caught a ride with someone else or she was out back fucking Ashton.
    I was staying at the beach house that night. I thought Addie was also but she decided she was leaving with Eric. “Ads, you’re leaving me?” “Yes, you’ll have Liam. Eric and I have plans of our own.” She winked at me as she walked out the door. That bitch set me up. She is so sneaky sometimes.
    Everyone left except for Liam. “You aren’t staying here by yourself beautiful.” he said. I kind of giggled. I wanted him to stay after our make out session on the beach and that kiss tonight. There was just something about him that made me want more.
    “ Fine, stay. I’m going to take a shower, just make yourself at home.”
    I was standing in the shower thinking about that kiss, that wonderful kiss leaving me wanting more. Wonder what it would be like