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limbed and long nosed, Todd has close-set eyes, white-blond hair and the cockiness of someone much better looking.
âYes, okay. Iâm coming.â
Somebody behind him claps.
âLet the games begin.â Todd starts towards the door and the group follows, jostling Quinn along. Ritchie, who has a car, takes orders and money. When Quinn orders a twenty-sixer of rum and a litre of coke, Todd smirks and says, âThis should be good.â
âJust being economical.â Quinn pictures the near-empty rum bottle under his bathroom sink. He doesnât drink like a fish every day, just enough to free him from second-guessing and making knots out of everything â like how things could have gone differently with Lauren if only he hadnât hesitated. At the very least, he could have stopped her from leaving, should have stopped her. Oh god, maybe even now sheâs waiting for him to initiate something more than text messages. To which she hasnât responded. Heâs on a sidewalk with these people. Maybe he shouldnât be. Maybe he should call, be walking in Laurenâs direction. Maybe she would beam at the sight of him, helpless in joy. Maybe sheâd sneer and close the door. Likely something in between. It had gotten complicated.
With its large rooms, low ceilings and shortage of windows, the girlsâ basement suite feels like a spacious cave. Somehow, maybe because of their mustard shade of yellow, the walls feel carpeted though they arenât. Around the circular coffee table sit a legless brown corduroy couch, a matching chair and two stained beanbag chairs. A tree branch has been rammed into a pot of rocks in the corner, random things hanging from its branches: key chain, candy cane, babyâs soother, shoelace. A string of melancholy blue Christmas lights swoops across one wall.
The bottles â wine, beer, rum, cider, two litres of Coke â and assorted glasses are plunked on the table along with a bowl of red and green tortilla chips and salsa. Quinn takes a seat at the far end of the couch. When Vanessa sits at the other end and smiles at him, he responds with a finger-waggling wave.
Dork. He pours a shot, knocks it back when no oneâs looking and quickly mixes another with Coke.
Ritchie has produced a deck of cards from his backpack. âRing of Fire,â he calls out as he shuffles them, and people groan or laugh or both. âWe need an extra glass,â he yells to whoeverâs banging around in the kitchen. Todd appears with an extra glass and asks Quinn if he minds moving over.
âNo, sure.â As he slides over, the middle cushion dips violently backwards and sideways, throwing him onto Vanessa.
âSorry,â mumbles Quinn, removing his hand from her thigh.
She laughs. âThere are some missing springs there.â
âYeah.â He adjusts forward to even ground, wonders if Todd, now nonchalantly examining the bottles on the table, knew perfectly well about the springs.
âMind if I do?â Todd tips his chin at Quinnâs rum.
âIâm happy sharing,â says Quinn. Did he just sound like a kindergartner?
âItâs nice youâre here,â says Vanessa, giving his knee a pat.
âNice, too.â What did he just say? He reaches for his drink. He could be home painting his newest miniature. Heâd had to order four different figurines â maiden, farmer, dragon, scholar â to get the parts he needed: a staff to represent Laurenâs love of Greek mythology; a dragon tail to make the mermaid tail and represent her love of the ocean; a book because she was an avid reader. It had taken him an entire weekend to solder the tiny parts, and he was proud of how it turned out. Heâd planned to paint the hair brown with red highlights like Laurenâs, the eyes her grassy shade of green, and paint on tiny fangs because of her guilty obsession with the Twilight series. Before she dumped