They might just as well dibble for cod if the day was ruined anyway. But somehow they didnât feel like dibbling.
They just waited.
âFunny,â Mari said. âSitting here this way, you start thinking about all sorts of things. What time is it?â
âWe donât have a watch. Or a compass.â
âThat stuff about our mothers,â Mari went on. âThereâs something Iâve never dared ask. Jonna, what did you two fight about, really? Mother might say the wind was blowing from the northwest, and right away youâd say it was straight from the north. Or north-northwest, or south-northeast, youâd go on like that. And I knew that deep down you were fighting about completely different things. Important, dangerous things!â
âOf course we were,â Jonna said.
Mari stopped rowing. Very slowly she said, âReally? Donât you think itâs finally time to let me in on what it was you were fighting about? Be honest. We need to talk about it.â
âFine,â Jonna said. âTerrific. Then what you need to know is that your mother, the whole time, year after year, was secretly swiping my tools. She ruined one knife after anotherâshe didnât know how to sharpen them. And letâs not even talk about chisels! Donât even talk to me about all the precision tools that you carry with you half your life, tools you get to know and loveâand then someone comes along who doesnât get it, doesnât respect them, someone who handles your delicate instruments like they were can openers! Yes, yes, I know what youâre going to say. Her little ships were wonderful, and beautifully made, but why couldnât she have bought her own tools? She could have wrecked those to her heartâs content!â
Mari said, âYes. That was bad. Very bad.â She started rowing again, and after a while she raised the oars out of the water to say, âIt was your fault she stopped making ships.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âShe saw that yours were better.â
âAnd now youâre angry?â
âDonât be an ass,â Mari said and started to row again. âSometimes you make me crazy.â
They hadnât noticed the fog moving off. The heavy summer fog had rolled on north to annoy people on the inner islands, and suddenly the sea was open and blue and they found themselves a long way out toward Estonia. Jonna started the motor. They came back to the island from a totally new direction, and it didnât look the same.
KILLING GEORGE
W HEN MARI came into the front hall, she heard the printing press working.
âAre you here again?â Jonna said from inside her studio.
âI just came for those pens ...â
Jonna lifted her print and studied it severely. âNo,â she said. âI know youâve brought your George. Youâve changed him.â
âYes. The whole ending. The whole idea! Iâve got rid of a lot of repetitions, and Stefan isnât called Sveffe anymore. His name is Kalle.â
âGood heavens,â Jonna said.
âMaybe I should come back a little later?â
âNo, no, sit down somewhere. Iâll finish this tomorrow.â
They sat across from each other at the window table. Jonna lit a cigarette and said, âYou donât need to take it from the beginning. I know that part. âMiss, another round,â and so on. Anton went out to use the phone. Take it from the turtle.â
âBut you know I have to take it from the beginning or it wonât be whole! Could I read it fast up to where itâs new? That part when they go to the restaurant is out, and no pointless explanations about Anton, heâs just there. By the way, do you really believe in this idea?â
âAbsolutely. But maybe itâs not enough, not really. It may be difficult to finish.â
âBut Iâve come to the end!â
Jonna said,
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