I like is to make people focus in on a feature and see the building in a different light instead of just taking it for granted or ignoring it entirely.â And, although sheâd never normally show her private shots to someone she barely knew, something about the way Nick looked at her made her want to open up. She went into another file. âLike these ones.â
âTheyâre stunning,â Nick said as he scrolled through them. âAnd I mean itâIâm not just being polite. Iâd be more than happy to have any of these blown up, framed and hung on my walls.â
She could see in his face that he meant it. And it made her feel warm inside. Some of her exes had scoffed at her private photography, calling her nerdy and not understanding at all what she loved about the architecture. And others had wanted her to give it all up so they could look after herâbecause a cancer survivor shouldnât be pushing herself to take photographs from difficult positions. Hanging off a balcony to get a better angle for her shot really wasnât the sort of thing a delicate little flower should do.
Sheâd wanted a relationship, not a straightjacket. And being protected in such a smothering way had made her feel stifled and miserable, even more than when the men sheâd dated had backed off at the very first mention of the word âcancerâ.
âSo when do you take this kind of shot?â Nick asked.
âWhen I get a day off, I walk round London and find interesting things. And sometimes I go to the coastâI love seascapes. Especially if a lighthouse or a pierâs involved.â
âAnd you put your pictures on the internet?â
âI have a blog for my favourite shots,â she admitted.
âSo did you always know you wanted to be a photographer?â he asked.
âLike most kids, I didnât have a clue what I wanted to do when I grew up,â Sammy said. âThen, one summer, my uncleâwho was a press photographer before he retiredâtaught me how to use a proper SLR camera.â Nick didnât need to know that it was because sheâd been cooped up in one place, the summer when sheâd had treatment for osteosarcoma; sheâd been bored and miserable, unable to go out with her friends because she had been forced to wait for the surgical wounds to heal and to do her physiotherapy. Uncle Julian had shown her how she could get a different perspective on her surroundings and encouraged her to experiment with shots from her chair. âI loved every second of it. And I ended up doing my degree in photography and following in his footsteps.â
âA press photographer? So you started out working for a magazine?â
âFor the first couple of years after I graduated, I did; and then the publication I worked for was restructured and quite a few of the staff were made redundant, including me. Thatâs when I decided to take the leap and go freelance,â she explained. âThough that also means I donât tend to turn work down. You never know when youâre going to have a dry spell, and I like to have at least three monthsâ money sitting in the bank so I can always pay my rent.â
âAnd you do weddings as well?â He pointed to one of the other photographs.
âOnly for people close to me. That oneâs Ashleigh, one of my best friends, on Capri last year.â
âItâs a beautiful setting.â
âReally romantic,â she agreed. âThe bridesmaid is my other best friend, Claire. She and I went to the Blue Grotto, the next day. It was for a commission, I admit, but I wouldâve gone anyway because the place is so gorgeous. You had to lie down in the boat to get through the entrance, but it was worth the effort. The light was really something else.â She flicked into another file and showed him some of the photographs. âLook.â
âI like thatâitâs
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