Few Things Left Unsaid by Sudeep Nagarkar Read Free Book Online Page A

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    I went outside the college to chacha’s tapri. I  lit a cigarette and was thinking about Riya. We had known each other only for a couple of weeks and she already had me completely and totally to herself. I didn’t even want to think about being with anyone else. I thought that if I could keep myself busy, I would be okay, but I can't forget and I'm not okay. I am so overwhelmed by my feelings for her. I need to hear her voice always. I need to feel her touch always. I was madly in love with her. I wanted to tell her that she was everything to me. She was the one for me. I just could not imagine her with anyone else. I was becoming possessive.
     
    However, did she think in the same way? What if she loved someone else? No, she didn’t love any one she had said that day. But what if she was lying. No, she would not lie; I could see the love in her eyes for me. I could feel her love towards me. But was it true love? What was it? I had to know everything. I could not wait like this. What if she rejected me? What if she didn’t want anything beyond friendship?
     
    All thoughts were running in my mind. I left the tapri and started moving towards college. I wanted to shout all the way. I love you Riya. I  can’t imagine my life without you. I love you a lot
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
                                   
     
     
     
     
                 14 TH NOVEMBER- A DAY TO REMEMBER
     
     
                       S aturday evening I was just chilling out. Playing games on my pc.I logged on gmail chat.Riya was online.
     
    ME: hi, whats up?
     
    Riya: nothing special was just checking mails.
     
    ME: important mails?
     
    Riya: no yaar, just casual ones.
     
    ME: so what’s up with my wife? How was her day?
     
    Riya: what wife re, I am not your wife.
     
    ME: you are my wife. tujhe dekh dekh sona ….
     
    Riya: tell me one thing seriously, will you?
     
    ME: carry on. I will try
     
    Riya: do you just joke or are you serious?
     
    ME: regarding what, MY WIFE thing?
     
    Riya: ya exactly.
     
    ME: what you think? Am I joking or am I serious?
     
    Riya: I think you are joking. Seems so.
     
    ME: shall I tell you frankly?
     
    Riya: Yes, I want to know what is in your mind.
     
    ME: ok listen, I am serious. You are my wife.
     
    Riya: kidding?
     
    ME: no, I am very much serious.
     
    Riya: I do not think so, any ways bye. I have to leave.
     
    ME: now what is this? why are you leaving? you are ignoring the topic???
     
    Riya: I have to leave. Sorry my husband.ha ha...chat with you on sms.bye.
     
    It made me very angry. Why did she always avoid this topic? Why do these girls like to irritate us. Why could they not be straightforward? I took my cell and sent her a text.
     
    Dear, I am serious and I will tell what I want to say in front of everyone. I hope you will not let me down. Monday I will tell you something that my heart  says. Is it ok?
     
    1 message received.
     
    Its ok.I will not let you down J
     
    I called her up. She was in a bus. She was coming from her class. I asked her was she serious and wouldn’t let me down,or she was taking it lightly.
     
    “Aadi am serious. I will not let you down. You say whatever you want to say. Even I am serious.”
     
    “Pakka,your sure? It will be embarrassing for me if you….”
     
    “Don’t worry my husband. I will not let you down. Do whatever you want.”
     
    “Are you sure I can do whatever I want in public?” I started flirting.
     
    “Naughty, keep the phone down bye.”She hung up.
     
    I gave a thought to the matter. Was she serious? I was seriously going to propose her on Monday. I hoped she would say  yes. It was a weird feeling. Nervousness, excitement, fear everything together.
     
    I hope she loved me
    Was it a beginning of my relation…?
     
    What would happen if she came to know about my past relationships? Would she accept me? I wanted to tell her that I had