probably going to be okay. I clutched that reassurance to myself and kept walking.
As I passed the Buick, I got a whiff of the troll for the first time. It smelled like water-fae magic and a bit like pepperâsomething sharp that made my eyes want to water but didnât smell unpleasant, at least not to me.
I took two steps beyond the upended Buick and stopped as the pack hunting song abruptly and unexpectedly flooded through me, connecting me to those of the pack who were on the bridge.
When Iâd become one of the pack, Iâd learned pretty quickly that there were some downsides. Iâd had to learn to shield parts of my mind to keep the pack from influencing my actions. But there were some upsides, too. My favorite was the hunting song. When the hunt was on, we connected. Like a Broadway dance company who had performed together for years, we knew what each member of the hunt would do almost before they moved. It didnât happen every hunt, just on the ones where the outcome of the hunt was important.
It wasnât a matter of Adamâs controlling us all. That would have been creepy and absolutely unacceptable. It was a linkage of purpose that allowed us to meld our movementsâand it felt like
belonging
. When the song of the hunt sang through the pack bonds, it was the only time I ever felt as though I really was a part of something bigger than myself, that my presence in the pack wasnât an unhappy fluke.
Admittedly, the pack had been a lot better lately. It was me who was holding grudges now, I thought. I knew it wasnât useful,but it didnât matter. The pack was finally willing to welcome meâ well, mostly they were. I just wasnât sure I wanted to accept.
But the hunting song only cared that I was part of the pack out risking life and limb together. Between one step and the next, I knew that Adam didnât like the taste of troll blood, that his hip was bleeding but it wasnât serious. I knew that Darrylâs shoulder was bruised, restricting the use of his left hand, and that he was sweating with the effort of not changing.
Zack was frantic. He had no way to get the baby out of the car, and the womanâs fear was making it hard to control his wolf. Submissive or not, a werewolf was a predator, and his wolf liked the scent of her blood and terror. Even the baby wouldnât be safe if he lost control. He didnât know if he could live with a childâs blood on his hands.
Adam wasnât troubled by Zackâs fears. I could feel his confidence that Zack would figure out how to rescue the human woman and her child without harming them. And so could Zack. The submissive wolf drew on Adamâs belief and used it to control his wolf.
I knew that the troll had lost track of the wolves because they had let him become distracted. Heâd found a shiny blue car and was smacking it into the guardrail over and over as if he enjoyed the noise it made.
Adam slunk unheeded along the bridge on the other side of the battered cement barrier from the troll. The barrier hadnât looked like that last time Iâd driven over the bridge, so the troll must have played smash the car with that barricade, too. But it was sufficient to keep Adam out of sight as he worked to get in position to push the troll in Joelâs direction.
The hunting song told me that while the werewolves hadnât been able to harm the troll much, Joel had been a little moresuccessful, and the troll had quit letting the tibicena close with him. So theyâd decided to force the troll into a confrontation with Joel, more to see exactly where the trollâs weaknesses were than because they expected Joel to be able to finish him off quickly.
Darryl, crouched low, threaded through the battered cars, heading to a position where he would complement Adamâs attack. Theyâd be two sides of the funnel, with Joel at the narrow end. Darryl had acquired a tire iron and carried it