Hekaâbut the spread doesnât look too bad to me.
None of the cards that I consider particularly menacing are there, at least none of the ones that normally pop up in my readings. I can only consider that a good thing since mine are usually so awful that Iâve made Lily stop doing them for me.
Still, Iâm impatient. I want to know what she sees, but when Lilyâs reading tarot, she canât be rushed. The meaning of the cards mingles with something else inside her, some bit of foresight that allows her to get a really good grasp of the picture at hand.
âSheâs alive,â Lily says after a minute. Sheâs touching the first card in the spreadâthe Seven of Pentacles. âBut everyone involved in the situation is frustrated. Her parents are terrified, the cops baffled because they have no real leads. Even the people who have herââ She closes her eyes for a second, concentrating. âI canât get a read on them, but theyâre also getting frustrated. Little Shelby is more trouble than sheâs worth. She cries all the time; nothing makes her happy. What are they supposed to do? If she doesnât shut up, someone will hear her.â
A chill runs down my spine at the words, and the singsongy way Lily says them. Her bodyâs right in front of me, but I know that sheâs gone far away. I want to scream at her to come back, to tell her that itâs dangerous, but she wouldnât thank me for it. This is what she doesâwhat I asked her to do. Itâs not her fault that Iâm suddenly filled with an overwhelming trepidation, a sickness in my stomach that warns me this reading isnât going to end as well as I had hoped.
She moves on to the second card. Itâs the Seven of Wands, the siege card that pictures a man defending himself against six other wands. âWhoever has Shelby is anticipating an attack. They will be the ones to start it, but whether they finish it is still up in the air. But their resolve is strong. Theyâre determined to make it through, to win, no matter what they have to do or whom they have to kill.â
The chill becomes a full-blown shivering. Dread starts in the pit of my stomach, a small ball that gets colder and more deadly with every second that passes. My palms and the bottom of my feet start to ache, and I know it wonât be long before I have to listen as my hopes for Shelby crash and burn around me.
The third card, the King of Cups, is the contradiction card, the one that warns that things are not what they seem. As Lily talks about it, I try to puzzle out what is being hiddenâbesides Shelby herself. This is the card of ulterior motives and hidden agendas, and I canât help but wonder what weâre missing. Is this not a straightforward kidnapping? And if it isnât, what is the real motive? Murder? Sexual abuse? Or something darker? Something involving black magic?
I know the odds are against the kidnapping being magic related. This is a human child in the human world. And yet . . . something niggles at me. Some detail Iâve failed to pick up on or one I havenât yet learned. Whatever it is, thereâs more going on here than meets the eye.
The more I think about this, about Shelby, the more nauseated I getâuntil it takes every ounce of self-control I have to stay seated as Lilyâs hand brushes over the fourth card, the Three of Swords. This card is secretsâI know because it shows up in my readings a lot. Itâs not a bad card, has no harsh meanings associated with it, yet as I stare at it, I start to wonder.
No, please, no. I donât want to. I donât want to.
The voice comes out of nowhere, slams into me with the force of an eighteen-wheeler at top speed.
I wonât. I wonât. I
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I hear a high-pitched scream deep inside my mind and then a silence so ominous it scares the hell out of me. Itâs Shelby. I donât know
Jessica Clare, Jen Frederick