youâve done.â
âWhat dumb stuff?â
âThe drugs and the lying,â Vicki said. âYou almost got yourself killed back at the detention center because nobody trusted you.â
âWasnât my fault,â Janie whined.
âWhen are you going to take responsibility for your life? Youâre the one whoâs gotten yourself into this mess. Donât blame anyone else.â
Janie grabbed her stomach and rolled on the floor. âHow can you be so cruel, preaching to me when Iâm in so much pain?â
âBecause this is the first time youâre listening. Maybe getting stung by that locust will be worth it if you finally realizeââ
âNothing is worth this much pain,â Janie said. âYou donât know what it feels like.â
âYouâre right, I donât. But the pain youâre feeling now is nothing compared to the pain of being separated from God forever. Multiply what youâre feeling right now by about a million andââ
âDonât try to scare me.â
âIâm telling you the truth!â Vicki yelled. She wondered if she had awakened anyone in the house. She paused, then heard Tolan cry in another room. A few minutes later he stopped and apparently went back to sleep.
Vicki looked closely at Janie and was scared. The girlâs eyes were hollow and her lips chapped. Her face was white as a sheet.
âIf God would do this to me,â Janie said, âI donât want to connect with him. He doesnât care.â
âThatâs not true,â Vicki said. She grabbed a Bible. âGod could have wiped out everybody who didnât believe in him. Instead, heâs being patient with us.â
âHow do you figure that?â
Vicki turned to Second Peter. âThis was written a long time before the disappearances, but itâs still true. It says, âHe does not want anyone to perish, so he is giving more time for everyone to repent.â A little later it says, âThe Lord is waiting so that people have time to be saved.ââ
Janie rolled her eyes. âGod is stinging us and putting us through earthquakes because he cares? I say thatâs a weird way of showing it.â
âDonât you see?â Vicki said. âThis is your only hope.â
But no matter how Vicki tried to explain Godâs love, Janie wouldnât listen. She stood and hobbled toward the stairs. âIf you can find anything in there about how to kill yourself, let me know.â
Vicki made sure Janie made it to bed before she went to her own room. Melinda awoke a few minutes later and screamed for some medicine to help with the pain.
Itâs going to be a long five months, Vicki thought.
6
THE NEXT day, Vicki heard a truck and rushed outside. The paralyzing fear that the GC would show up and bust them was gone, but anytime the kids heard a strange noise they knew it could be trouble. She stayed behind a tree and watched.
Vicki couldnât place the driver and the other passenger, but she knew Markâs smile. He jumped out and introduced Carl. Vicki noticed Carl had the mark of the believer.
âAnd youâre not going to believe who I ran into,â Mark said. A burly man walked out from behind the truck.
âPete!â Vicki screamed.
Pete hugged Vicki and the others, then turned to the schoolhouse. âSome place.â
âWorks for us,â Vicki said. âCome inside and catch us up on everythingââ
Pete shook his head. âWork firstâtalk later.â
The kids pitched in and unloaded the truck. This was the biggest shipment Z had sent them. They filled the shed and the storage area near the kitchen and moved to the basement. They even lined the underground tunnel with canned food, making sure there was room to get by in case they needed a quick escape.
Pete heard the moans and cries of Melinda and Janie upstairs. Vicki explained the