at Melissa, then, and Melissa could see the old Steph, the art history student Steph, the one who loved Botticelli and Bernini more than life itself, the one who had long hair that she would tie up into a loose bun and who wore kaftans which trailed along the filthy pavements.
âI just want to be comfortable,â Steph said. âIs that too much to ask? Soft shoes, no bra and nice stretchy tracksuit bottoms all day long. Give up the pretence.â
âPretence at what?â asked Eilis.
âBeing normal.â
âI quite agree,â said Eilis. âYou should dig out your old kaftans, Steph.â
âLong gone, Iâm afraid.â
âWell, I think itâs time you bought some more.â
They all raised a glass.
âTo comfort,â said Melissa.
âTo slippers,â said Eilis. âThatâs what I want to wear all the time.â
They all giggled a bit too loudly. The Prosecco was working and they drained their glasses and, more importantly, they were friends again. It really was that simple. But, thought Melissa, if only everything else in life was so easy, like relationships or stroppy bosses.
Steph thought of Rick and how much it had taken out of her, just trying to keep herself afloat in the marriage. That hadnât been simple. And Eilis thought of Rob and the hospital, and the how everything seemed so full-on, and that no one ever seemed to want to hear her, to listen to her. Except here, right now, with her friends. They were interested, they cared. She smiled at them and felt a deep love and affection for them.
âSo, letâs get the business out of the way,â said Steph. âMelissa, I was telling Eilis that we have been asked to organize part of the school reunion.â
âIâm not going,â said Melissa. âNo way.â But it was clear she was ready to be persuaded as her protestations sounded half-hearted. âMy emotional scars from school still havenât healed.â
âAw, come on. You have to. Itâll be fun,â said Eilis, thinking that it was a chance to hang out with Steph and Melissa and revisit the old days. âFun-ish.â
âWell,â said Melissa. âI want more than fun-ish. I think we deserve actual fun.â
âWell, then, itâll be fun. Forget the ish.â
Melissa looked sceptical. âBut the nuns,â she said. âWeâll have to meet the nuns again.â
âThey canât hurt you now,â said Eilis, laughing. âThey are powerless over you. They are not going to slap you with a ruler on the back of your legs if your skirt is too short at this age.â
âI wouldnât be too sure,â said Melissa.
âYou have to face your fears, Mel,â said Steph, joining the cajoling. âCome on. We wonât go, if you donât.â
âOkay, if you are hanging it on me, Iâll go,â said Melissa, faux-reluctantly. âI suppose there is the slight, vague possibility that it might be fun. But letâs not get too rash. And what do you mean we have to organize it?â
âItâs not much⦠Iâll do most of it. Itâs not like I work or anything,â Steph laughed but looked slightly embarrassed. âAnyway!â she said. âThe reunion is in December, just before Christmas. Sister Attracta has arranged it for here, in the Shelbourne. Thatâs why I thought weâd meet here, in the bar.â
âSister Attracta? Is she still there?â marvelled Melissa. âShe must be ancient.â
âYes she is. But even more ancient. And even more wizened,â said Steph, looking around desperately for the waiter. âNow, there is someone doing the decorations and all that malarkey.â
âWhoâs doing that?â said Eilis.
âJoanne Hanratty!â
âBig Jo!â Eilis laughed.
âThe very one,â said Steph.
âI bumped into her at the hospital once,