anything in several months.â
âThe widowâs mite,â I remarked.
She closed the book. âJust how many widowâs mites will it take?â
âI donât know,â I said, and even though I wasnât sure what God had in mind, I told her, âbut I believe God can make a way out of no way.â
âDonât you think I believe that, too?â
âOf course, you do, Ursula. And you believe in putting feet to our prayers. So do I. I passed a flea market in town, and I got to thinking we might find things here to sell down there.â
âThereâs not much left. The former housemother went through everything and sold it to the thrift store.â
âThat pianoâdoes anybody play it?â
âNo. Lenora Barrineau played piano in nightclubs, but she wonât play here. That piano is in very bad condition.â
âThen we donât need it?â
âNot in its present condition.â
âThen what would you think of placing an ad in the Rockville paper and offering it for sale?â
âWe might as well. An ad will cost every penny of what we have in the account, so we should ask at least a hundred dollars for it.â
âLetâs ask five hundred. We can always come down.â
Ursula leaned her elbows on the desk with her face in her hands and sighed. âEsmeralda, there will be no end to this financial burden. Even if we were to get all these bills paid, weâll always be up against money problems.â
âSo youâre saying we ought to plan ahead?â
âPlan ahead? With what?â
âFirst off, we have got to look for ways to economizeâturning off lights, not running the washing machine or dishwasher unless theyâre filled. Trying to make fewer trips into town, that kind of stuff. And you know that level ground next to the road? That patch catches morning sun, and I think we can make a garden thereâgrow our own vegetables.â
âThat ground has never been plowed.â
âI know, but we should be able to find somebody who has a tractor whoâll plow it for us.â
âAnd what will you pay him with?â
âI donât know. Weâll just have to take one step at a time.â
The phone was ringing; she answered it and then covered the speaker with her hand. âItâs Mr. Elmwood.â
I left to give them privacy and went to my room.
4
I have never been one to wear my feelings on my elbows, but Ursula correcting me in front of the women got to me. Every day she found something I said that didnât set well with her. If it wasnât a verb out of place, it was a dangling participle, whatever that was. Ursula could write a book about dangling participles.
After I had closed the door to my room and was getting ready for bed, I could hear Ursula talking on the phone to Elmwood. Iâm not one to eavesdrop, but I did hear her say something about somebody âgrating on her nerves.â That had to be me. That hurt. Iâd had many a disagreement with people, but nobody before ever said anything like that about me. At least not that I could hear. And it cut me to the quick. That woman made me feel so stupid, so foolish, I couldnât stand it.
Even after I was in bed, she was still talking to Roger Elmwood. Then in a few minutes she was knocking on my door. âEsmeralda, Mr. Elmwood wants to talk to you.â
âJust a minute,â I said and got up. Throwing on my robe, I went in the office. Ursula had left and shut the door behind her.
I picked up the phone. âRoger?â
He jumped right in with what he had to say. âEsmeralda, there are a few things I need to talk to you about. You understand that as president of the board of directors Iâm responsible to see that things run smoothly up there. Thereâs a chain of command you may not be aware of, but you need to respect it. I know you mean well, but the Priscilla Home
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