directly at him. Ignoring her sister just as she was ignoring her baby. âSomeone will. Yes.â He was not going to let her use him to wound Jess even more.
She left the room without so much as a thank you or another glance at her child.
The second she was gone, Jess dropped into the seat her sister had just vacated. âOh, my God, why on earth did you do that?â
He wasnât sure why, himself. Maybe the urge to protect was overdeveloped in himâthe result of having no one to defend him as a child. That could also explain why heâd felt such a strong need to help the most vulnerable of humans: newborns in crisis.
âWell, it wasnât a total fabrication. We do have The Pub.â He said it as if it were some special shared memory, rather than a total washout.
She actually smiled. âDid you have any luck after I left?â
Dean hadnât stuck around. Heâd followed her...staying far enough behind for her not to notice, but close enough to know she made it to her car without that big Scot following her.
âI decided to stick to the rules, after all.â
âOh.â She blinked a couple of times as if surprised. âWell, anyway, thanks for what you did a few minutes ago. It wasnât necessary, though. It didnât seem to matter to her one way or the other, except maybe she finally believes Iâm not after her husband.â
âOh, it mattered. She just wasnât going to let you see it.â
If anyone knew, he did. How many times had he hidden his feelings from his father? Dean had stood there and let the man do his worst without crying or pleading for him to stop. Because heâd learned to detach himself from what was happening to and around him. As a result, heâd learned to keep his emotions tucked away to the point of almost denying he had any.
Except when he did foolhardy stuff like pretending to be someoneâs significant other for no good reason. And it had been foolhardy. Because dancing with her at the pub, getting to know the way her eyes crinkled when she laughed affected him on a level he hadnât known existed. Maybe because heâd never bothered to truly get to know the women he dated.
Like that thin streak of gray heâd noticed over the past couple of nights when sheâd tucked her hair behind her ears. It almost blended in with the rest of the blonde strands, but not quite.
âWhere did you get this?â He couldnât resist touching the silky lock now.
âThe gray, you mean?â Her smile widened. âA llama at a petting zoo decided to get a little too friendly with my hair clip when I was a kid. It yanked the clipâand a good hunk of my hairâout and chewed on them for a while before deciding they werenât so great, after all. When the hair grew back, it was white.â
He ran the bleached-out tresses between his fingers. âYour sister doesnât have this, then.â
âNo, she doesnât.â She gave a slight shrug. âItâs my own personal souvenir.â
A visible reminder of past hurt. Thankfully his own past remained invisible to the world, even if the aftermath still bubbled up inside of him from time to time. It was one reason he hadnât wanted to work with toddlers or young children. His suspicious mind would probably jump to conclusions each time a boy or girl presented with a broken arm. Or a broken heart.
No. This was where he belonged.
Jess leaned forward and glanced at her niece, the act tugging her hair from his fingers. âI never even noticed the spot on her leg before,â she murmured.
âBecause itâs not important.â
âIt is to Abbie.â
His fingers itched to give her hand a reassuring squeeze. He curled them into a ball at his side, instead. âIt may fade with time.â
âMy sister has always tried so hard to be perfect. Sheâs incredibly disciplined about everything she
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