does.â
âAnd youâre not?â
She shrugged. âI donât expect everyone around me to live up to a certain set of expectations.â
âYou expect yourself to live up to them, instead.â
She paused. âMaybe.â She glanced up at him. âCan I hold her?â
Dean nodded. âOf course. Only for a minute or two, though.â
* * *
It took a little doing to manage all the tubes and wires, but the second the baby was placed in her arms, Jess was in love. From her little pink cap to the teeny-tiny nappy, Marissa Fay Stewart was as perfect as could be. She didnât stir other than to twitch a shoulder as she settled into place.
Jess cuddled her with one arm while she stroked a gloved thumb down the newbornâs leg. She didnât understand why Abbie didnât want to stay by her cot. Why she didnât seem to even want to hold her baby. Was she just afraid?
Her sister was a good mother to her other three children. At least from what sheâd heard from her parentsâthe kids were all happy and well-adjusted. Maybe that was it. It had to be a huge adjustment to add another child to their family. Her sister would come around.
She touched the little mark on her calf, just barely visible from where she sat. âSheâs gorgeous.â
âShe is.â Dean agreed with her without hesitation. When she glanced up at him, though, his eyes werenât on the baby. They were on her.
Her face heated and she ducked her head again, hoping he didnât notice the way he affected her. This was why almost every female in the hospital swooned over him, including some of the babiesâ mums.
Well, Jess wasnât about to be one of those women. Not even a pretend one. If what heâd said was true, that her sister believed his little charade, then they were going to leave it at that. No need to take it any further.
The sound of something tapping on the viewing glass across the room caught her attention and things went from bad to worse. Martin stood there waving at her. Why wasnât he with his wife?
She clenched her teeth at her own stupidity. Maybe heâd already been to Abbieâs room. He must have ended his business trip early when he heard the news.
Dean gave her a questioning look.
âItâs the babyâs father. Martin.â
âThe same Martin who left you for your sister.â
She cringed, but it was true. Hearing it said out loud though brought back a whole host of awful memories. But Dean was no longer beside her, he was striding toward the door, letting in her ex...her sisterâs husband.
âI was in Tokyo, and had a dickens of a time finding a flight out. How is she, Abbie?â
Jess froze at the mistake. Before she could say anything, though, Dean moved beside her. âLook again.â
Her ex glanced at her. âOh, hell, sorry, Jess. You were holding the baby, and I just assumed...â
âItâs okay. Abbieâs tired. Sheâs in her room. I take it you havenât been to see her yet?â
âI thought Iâd find her here, actually.â He squatted down beside her chair. âIs the baby okay?â
The tears that hadnât come earlier now stung her eyes. âSheâs tiny. But perfect.â
âAnd Abbie? Is she all right?â
âYes. Sheâs upset, naturally, but sheâs doing well physically.â She decided to leave out the details of what had transpired, pretty sure someone would soon enlighten him as to her part in the ordeal.
He touched the babyâs head. âShe looks like you two.â
A hand came to rest on her shoulder, and Jess stiffened when she realized it was Dean. A trill of apprehension went through her, and, as much as the rational part of her brain was yelling at her to shake off his touch, she just sat there without a word.
Martin noticed as well and slowly climbed to his feet. He held out a hand. âSorry. Iâm Martin
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