pumped through his veins at the open disbelief in Abbieâs voice. Suddenly, he was very sure he was doing the right thing.
And if this little farce got out? Well, worse things had been said about himâat least from what heâd heard here and there.
Leaning down to her ear, he whispered, âIâll explain later. Just play along.â
Out loud, he said, âItâs recent. Weâre keeping it quiet. For now.â Another half-truth. Their going out had been recent. And he was pretty sure Jess wanted it kept quiet.
Jess didnât agree. Or disagree. But a little of the sneer left her sisterâs face.
âSo what you said at the party... All of those texts Martin got wasnât about you tryingââ
Jess finally found her voice. âIâve told you that. Many times, Abbie. Martin and I have been over for a long, long time. He loves you. Not me.â
So it was true. Jess had once been engaged to Abbieâs husband. And Abbie thought her sister still had the hots for him.
He looked at her with new eyes. If he had to choose between the sisters right here right now, there would be no question as to who heâd go with.
Jess. Hands down.
âI guess I owe you both an apology, then.â
âNo, youââ
Dean squeezed her shoulder to stop the words. Abbie did owe her an apology, from what heâd seen. A big one.
âBut as for the baby...â The womanâs glance went back to her child. She leaned forward a little. âWhatâs that on her leg?â She pointed at the incubator and tapped the side of it. The newborn startled for a second, then relaxed.
âWhat?â Jess shook off his hand and moved closer.
âThere. That red thing on her calf.â
There was a small red mark the size of a thumbprint on the side of the babyâs leg.
The relief on Jessâs face was almost comical. âItâs just a little birthmark. A port wine stain. Itâs nothing.â
âA port what?â Abbie trailed her fingers over the Plexiglas side as if tracing the mark. âWill it go away?â
âProbably not, but itâs nothing serious. I promise.â
There was a pause before Abbie spoke again. âI donât want people to make fun of her.â
There was a note of sadnessâor maybe it was fearâin her voice. It made Dean take a closer look, seeing something of himself in her words. Had Abbie been made fun of at some point by someone? It would explain some of that angry defensiveness she seemed to carry around with her. Heâd had a little of that himself when heâd been younger. More so after his dad went to prison and his mum took off for parts unknown when he was just sixteen.
Dean had been angry all right. Angry at his parents. Angry at the group home heâd been placed in. Angry at life in general. Until heâd learned to harness that anger and put it to good use. And that included not pinning his hopes on any one human being. At some point, they all let you down.
âIâm sure they wonât,â Jess said. âWhy would they?â
Her sister sniffed as if she was not about to listen to anything Jess had to say. Then she stood. âI think Iâll go back to my room. Iâm knackered.â
Sheâd still made no move to touch her baby, and that bothered Dean more than he wanted to admit. Everyone had his or her own way of dealing with emotional pain, but to shut off physical contact with her own child?
Well, hadnât he wished from time to time that his father had cut off physical contact? But he hadnât. It had taken putting Deanâs mum in hospital that last time to keep the man from hurting them again.
âDo you want someone to walk you back to your room?â he asked.
Abbie shook her head. âI can manage. Youâll ring me if thereâs any change?â
Dean might have thought the words were meant for Jess, except she was looking
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