Kicks lost, we were sad and upset, but we always bounced back. I always ended up shaking it off and laughing with my friends. But it wasnât going to work that way on the Griffons.
Soccer had suddenly stopped being fun. Soccer, my passion, the driving force of my life. Right now I didnât even feel like playing anymore.
And that was a scary thought.
Jessi and I were hanging in my room after the game, waiting for her mom to pick her up, when Zoe texted us.
How did your game go? she asked.
We lost, 3â2 , I typed back.
Sorry! Zoe texted. Gators won 3â1. Grace is on my team. I passed it to her twice and she scored!
âWhat is she, giving us a play-by-play?â Jessi grumbled. I could tell she was upset about losing.
I wasnât upset, but I didnât feel like texting much either, so I replied with a.
Jessi sighed. âSorry. Iâm happy for her. I just wish we could have won too.â
Zoeâs next text was a photo of her and some of her Gators teammates. They wore green uniformsâand mismatched striped socks! Jessi and I both noticed that detail right away.
âNo way! Thatâs our Kicks ritual!â Jessi cried.
âI guess their coach doesnât mind if they donât wear regulation socks,â I said.
âHey, maybe thatâs why we lost,â Jessi said. âWe didnât get to do our lucky sock swap. Maybe weâre, like, cursed!â
I thought about that. I wasnât a very superstitious person, but I did always believe that somehow the sock swap brought us luck. But I knew it was more than that.
âIf weâre cursed, itâs because weâre not acting like a team,â I said. âWe donât even huddle before a game.â
Jessi nodded. âYeah, I guess youâre right. But now Iâm starting to feel like weâre cursed, ending up on the Griffons!â
I almost said, Well, at least weâre still playing soccer , but I just couldnât get the words outâbecause for me, it wasnât even true! I had sat on that bench the whole game!
The more I thought about it, the more being benched bothered me. Even after Jessi went home, I was still thinking about it. I thought about it during our Sunday whole wheat spaghetti dinner, and I thought about it watching the football game on TV afterward.
I had a vocabulary quiz at school the next morning, and that distracted me for a little bit. (Which is about the only good thing you can say about a vocabulary quiz, right?) Then at lunch I found another distractionâalthough this one was almost as bad as being benched.
Jessi and I walked into the cafeteria together, like we always did. And we walked toward our table, the one we always sat at with Zoe and Emma. The only problem was, Zoe and Emma werenât sitting at our usual table.
Jessi frowned. âThatâs weird. Maybe theyâre running late,â she said as we draped our backpacks over the edges of our blue plastic seats.
But then I spotted Zoe. She was sitting at a table with Grace and Anjaliâtwo Kicks who were now on the Gators with her. She saw me looking at her and then got up and dodged through the tray-carrying students to reach me. It reminded me of how she was on the field, weaving through other players like a little lightning bolt.
âHey, I hope you donât mind, but Iâm sitting with Grace and Anjali today,â Zoe said. âWe wanted to go over yesterdayâs game while itâs still fresh in our minds.â
âSure,â I said. âBut youâre not deserting us forever, right?â
âOf course not!â Zoe said, and then she gave me a quick hug and darted off again.
âOkay, well that explains Zoe,â Jessi said. âBut what about Emma?â
I scanned the lunchroom as I opened up my lunch bag, but Jessi spotted her first.
âThere she is! At that corner table!â Jessi said, pointing.
âWho are those people