substitutions at all. Jamie scored a goal against the Gazelles. Before the second quarter started, Coach waved to the bench.
âSasha, in for Stephanie. Jessi, youâre in for Kelly.â
I high-fived Jessi as she took to the field. If I couldnât play, at least I could cheer on Jessi.
The second quarter started off with one of the Gazelles sweeping down the field and scoring a goal against the Griffons.
âCourtney, take a break!â Coach Darby called out. âKristin, youâre on goal.â
Play resumed, and that was when I noticed that things started getting a little intense. One of the Gazelle defenders face-planted in the grass, and I was sure that Sasha had tripped her. Then one of the Gazelles had the ball, and I saw Jamie push her with her shoulder as she tried to get the ball!
Where is the yellow card? I wondered. If the ref had seen Jamie push another player, he would have given her a yellow cardâa warning for rough play or unsportsmanlike conduct. A second warning would get Jamie out of the game.
I couldnât call for a yellow card out loud, though, because I didnât want a penalty against my own team, even if it was deserved.
Then Jessi had control of the ball, and she took it right down the center of the field.
âGo, Jessi, go!â I yelled.
Then, out of nowhere . . . wham! One of the Gazelles side tackled her, and Jessi fell to the ground! I couldnât believe it. I heard a refâs whistle.
âBut I tripped!â the Gazelle said, but the ref wasnât buying it.
âAt least thereâs some justice,â Zarine said to me, and Sarah nodded solemnly next to her.
Right then I figured that my fears were right: Coach Darby wasnât the only coach in the winter league who expected rough play from her team.
âJessi, you all right?â Coach Darby asked.
Jessi jumped to her feet. âIâm okay, Coach!â
There were no more scores in the second quarter, and so when halftime came, I was itching to get onto the field. My right leg was bouncing up and down like it had a mind of its own. But when Coach called out the positions, she didnât say my name, and Jessi was back on the bench.
âThis is ridiculous,â I complained as the third quarter began. âI want to play!â
âSheâs got to call you in,â Jessi said.
Sasha scored in the third quarter, and we were looking good going into the fourth. But then things kind of fell apart. Jamie, Sasha, and some of the midfielders were taking long journeys down the field, not passing even when others were clearly open. The Gazelle defense kept getting the ball from us, and they managed to score twice in the first five minutes of the last quarter.
Coach Darby turned to the bench, and I thought, This is it! Sheâs sending me in!
âZarine, sub for Tracey,â Coach Darby said. I waited for her to say more, but that was it.
âSorry,â Zarine said to me before she jogged out onto the field.
I wanted to melt into the bench. Not playing stank worse than dirty gym socks. And now I had my teammates feeling sorry for me too. It felt terribleâand my ego had taken a hit.
The Gazelles ended up beating us, 3â2, and everyone on the Griffons looked pretty miserable as we slapped hands with the Gazelles.
âYou can do better than this, Griffons!â Coach Darby said when we came back to the sidelines.
Yeah, I know, I felt like saying. I can do a lot better than sitting on a stupid bench!
Then Coach dismissed us, and Dad walked up to me and Jessi.
âI see what you mean about the super-aggressive playing,â Dad said.
Jessi made a face and grabbed her side. âYeah, Iâm still smarting from that tackle.â
Dad didnât mention me being benched, and I was glad, because I didnât feel like talking about it. In fact, I didnât feel like talking about anything the whole ride home.
Then it hit meâwhen the