sheâs sitting with?â I asked.
âWell, Iâm going to find out,â Jessi said, and she got up and marched off. I was pretty curious, so I followed her.
âHey, Emma,â Jessi said, and the tone in her voice said a lot more than those two words. It was a tone of voice that said, What the heck are you doing here with these guys and not with your best friends?
Emma stopped talking to a girl with curly hair and looked up. âOh, gosh! I totally forgot to tell you. I joined the Tree Huggers. We meet during lunchtime.â
The Tree Huggers was our schoolâs environmental group. They were always doing stuff like making recycling posters, and theyâd planted a vegetable garden on the lawn.
âOh, cool,â I said. âItâs just, well, we missed you.â
âYou guys should join us,â said the girl with curly hair. âIâm Michelle. We can always use new members.â
âIâd love to, but the winter soccer league is taking up all my free time right now,â I said, and I saw a shadow cross Emmaâs face. Then it all made sense. How could I feel bad about her joining the Tree Huggers when I was so busy with the Griffons?
âAll right, so, see you later,â Jessi said, and we headed back to our table. Jessi took the lid off her packed salad and started stabbing the lettuce with a fork.
âYou seem mad,â I said.
âOf course Iâm mad!â Jessi said. âI mean, I get that we all donât have to do everything together all the time, but lunch is one thing we always do. Thatâs our thing. Itâs a Kicks thing!â
âYeah, but weâre not Kicks right now,â I reminded her, even though it hurt to say it.
âYeah, I guess weâre not,â Jessi said, and she started stabbing at her lettuce again.
âI get it,â I said. âI miss being in the Kicks. I miss Frida, too.â
Jessi put down her fork. âWe should text her. Maybe we could video chat during lunch.â
âGood idea,â I said, and I picked up my phone.
Hey Frida! Howâs it going on the set? We miss you!
I got a reply right away.
Miss u 2! Tutor coming back in a minute. Sheâs no Ms. Frizzle. Sheâll make me do extra math problems if she sees me on the phone.
K ttyl! I replied.
âSheâs busy,â I informed Jessi.
Jessi sighed. âWhy am I not surprised?â
We pretty much finished our lunch without talking. It felt so weird, eating in silence when normally thereâd be a bunch of us talking and laughing. Everything was so different now, and I didnât like any of it.
Could the winter league tear the Kicks apart?
Dad picked Jessi and me up after school to take us to practice. We didnât run to the car like we had on the first day. In fact, we both walked extra slowly.
âI hope you two look more alive on the field today than you do right now,â Dad joked.
âI donât think Iâll ever look alive enough for Coach Darby,â I said in my most miserable voice.
When we got to the field, I saw that my shoelace was loose. I put my foot up on the bench so I could relace my shoe and tie it.
âOn the bench again, Devin?â a voice behind me asked. âI guess you really like it there.â
I didnât have to turn around to know who was taunting meâit was Jamie. I could feel my face turn red, so I just ignored her. She walked off, laughing, and Jessi sidled up to me.
âAre you kidding me?â Jessi said. âYou want me to say something to her?â
âForget it,â I said. âJamieâs just trying to psych me out. Thatâs what she does. Which is a pretty stupid thing to do to someone on your own team, but thatâs Jamie.â
Jessi just frowned, and I could tell she was really angry.
âListen, maybe sheâs right,â I said. âIf I want to get off the bench, then I need to start playing like
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