Her Secret Cowboy by Marin Thomas Read Free Book Online

“None of us knew you’d seen her in California.”
    “I don’t know why you’d expect me to mention Marsha. You only went to the prom with her to get even with Linda what’s-her-name.” Buck pointed a finger. “You didn’t care about Marsha.”
    “It doesn’t matter whether I cared or not. We made a baby!”
    Buck clenched his hands but remained silent.
    “Because of you my son has grown into a teenager I have nothing in common with. Zero. Zilch.”
    “Give it a chance, Will. He’ll—”
    “Do you know he hates rodeo? And get this...Ryan loves to read and I can’t read worth a damn.” Will needed someone to blame for the situation he was in and Buck was an easy target because he’d been closest to Marsha. “Ryan’s never going to look up to me as a father.”
    Buck’s face paled.
    “You’re my brother! You should have been looking out for me. Once you learned I was Ryan’s father you should have told me.”
    Buck’s brooding expression pissed Will off and he punched him in the face, splitting his lip. Buck stumbled sideways but didn’t raise a fist.
    “You’re right. I should have told you.”
    “Coward!” Will punched Buck in the chest. “You robbed me and my son of fourteen years together!” Will took an apple from the fruit bowl on the table and threw it. Buck dodged the missile, which hit the aluminum wall and made a dent.
    “Would it have mattered if you knew you’d fathered Ryan?”
    Will gaped.
    “You always said you never wanted to be a father.”
    Will cringed at Buck’s statement. His brother had hit a nerve and Will tried to defend himself. “What eighteen-year-old is ready to become a father? I didn’t have a steady job. I’d barely managed to graduate from high school.” And their mother had died earlier that year. The family had been in turmoil and he’d been in no shape to raise a child. “Go away.”
    “Let me make it up to you.” Buck’s pleading tone grated on Will’s nerves. “I’ll talk to Marsha and—”
    “No.” Will sliced the air with his hand. “You’ve done enough damage.”
    “Then tell me how to make it right.”
    “Leave.”
    “What?”
    “Get out of town,” Will said.
    “For how long?” The whispered question hung in the air.
    “Until I figure things out with Marsha and Ryan.” Will didn’t need his brother interfering when he was searching for a way to fit into his son’s life. If Buck hung around, Marsha might run to him when she had a disagreement with Will over Ryan.
    Buck opened his mouth but no words came out. It must have been a trick of the light that made his brother’s eyes look watery.
    The crushing pain in Will’s chest pushed the air from his lungs. Damn it, he wasn’t the bad guy. Buck had betrayed him.
    So why did he feel as if he’d just kicked his brother in the balls?
    * * *
    “W HAT ARE YOU DOING HERE ?” Will asked when he spotted Johnny walking along the path to the fishing hole.
    Shell-shocked after meeting his son yesterday and then brawling with Buck, Will had taken his pole and escaped to the one place he could find peace and quiet on the farm. Or so he’d thought.
    “I wanted to find out how things went with Ryan,” Johnny said.
    “I don’t want to talk about Ryan.”
    “Okay. Let’s talk about Buck. I heard you told him to take off.”
    “What if I did?”
    “Troy’s pretty pissed at you.”
    “Troy can find another mechanic to fix his cars.” Will expected his brother to do an about-face, but Johnny stayed put—he was as stubborn as Will.
    “You’d better learn how to deal with your situation, because I won’t let you tear this family apart.”
    “No one’s tearing anything apart. Besides, what does it matter if Buck’s gone for a while? These days we all go our separate ways.”
    “You might not care, but Shannon’s due date is two weeks away. I’d hoped to have my entire family here to welcome my son or daughter into the world.”
    Well, shit . Will had been caught up in his