her handâthe one that had been bold enough to reach for himâin a tight grip.
Had there been a lockdown on touching that he didnât know about? And didnât it suck that the only time sheâd been tempted to reach out was when she saw him as another wounded cause? Frustration gnawed the back of his neck until he had to roll his shoulders to shove it aside.
âNot a big deal.â His injuries didnât compare to the rest of the damage done that day. Skin would grow back. âBut Iâm not at liberty to discuss the details.â
That wasnât one hundred percent accurate, but it gave him the ability to opt out of the discussion. He strode past her toward the room sheâd pointed out.
A sturdy armoire stood sentinel in one corner, surrounded by stacks of old travelogues and picture books of Italy. An antique roll-top desk was likewise hidden by paperwork piled on the floor. It was tough to weed through the belongings to tell what was Nikkiâs and what would have been Chloeâs. He kept an eye out for clues to the lady professorâs personality, curious about what made her tick.
âIt sounds like a dangerous line of work.â She remained in the archway, keeping her distance. âIs that why I havenât seen you around before now? Were you deployed?â
âIâm on the second leg of back-to-back tours in Iraq. Iâve got four months left once I return.â He dropped into a chair near the armoireâa straight-back that looked as if it came from a dining room set. Two others that matched it were strewn around the room amid the booksand a hodgepodge of furnishings. âA buddy of mineâ Joe Staleyâchecks on my house every couple of weeks, but other than that, you wouldnât see anyone around. How long have you been here?â
âBack when Chloe was alive, I visited during the summers and at the holidays. Since her death, I received keys to the property from the probate court six weeks ago, but between selling my condo and moving in stages, Iâve only been here for the last two.â
âThatâs how long Iâve been home.â He stood up again to pull one of the other chairs closer. They were the only seating options in the room besides the futon that was made up like a bed. âHave a seat. You must be exhausted after everything you did today.â
She looked from him to the chair. Heâd seen people eyeball IEDs with less trepidation. How could a woman who dismantled buildings with such zest turn so damn cautious when it came to him?
âMaybe for a minute.â She strode into the den, taking the route that would keep her farthest from the makeshift bed as she made her way toward the sturdy ladder-back with its blue velvet cushion. âI donât want to keep you from sleeping.â
âI donât need much sack time.â Strike that. He would gladly submit to an abundance of sack time if it involved sharing his bed. It was sleep he didnât need. But he felt pretty sure she would only get flustered by the distinction. âIâm a night owl by nature.â
âMe, too. Even tonight when Iâm tired, Iâll stay up and think about all I have to do tomorrow.â She settled into the chair across from him and he wished heâd placed it closer to his.
He had no idea when or how heâd make his first move with her, but now that he sat near her in this big, echoing house he realized more than ever that he wanted her. The scent of her shampoo teased his nose, clean and floral.
âThe curse of ambition.â
âMore like obsession.â She seemed to relax a little now that they were seated across from one another. Her shoulders sagged against the heavy ladder-back. âIâm determined to restore the house to honor Chloeâs memory. She really helped inspire women, writing openly and honestly about her passions, not omitting any of the messy parts.
Jan Springer, Lauren Agony