Itâs difficult for writers to be so personally vulnerable. Her fans love her for the risks she took, both with the erotica and with her journals.â
âSo she inspired you, too. Are you writing a memoir?â He refrained from mentioning how amenable heâd be to helping her write erotica. He had at least twenty scene ideas in mind. Most involved rolling around with her on that futon so close he could practically touch it. But any scenario that put her naked and under him would be worth commemorating in print.
âNo. At least, not yet. I just want to pay her back for the help she gave me as a struggling graduate student. I would have never published my dissertation or even finished the degree program if it wasnât for Chloeâs help. I was really floundering when I found her. I owe her my whole teaching career.â
He waited for a moment, in case she decided to add in a confidential whisper that she was working on an erotica project when she wasnât busy overhauling the old house.
No such admission seemed forthcoming.
âSo youâve spent the last couple of weeks making plans for renovating the house and turning it into something that her fans will enjoy,â he said finally.
âYes.â She folded her arms, the action drawing his attention to high, round breasts that deserved a whole chapter, if and when they got around to penning a joint sexy memoir that chronicled their soon-to-be affair. âIâve been working on the house plans and starting on the groundsââ
Her mouth snapped shut suddenly. Strangely. As if sheâd said too much and wanted to stop herself. Of course, that was ridiculous since theyâd been in the middle of an innocuous conversation about how sheâd spent the last couple of weeks working around the property.
âSo what else have you been doing in the yard?â It wasnât just small talk. He wanted to know. Big changes were in order here, and he was curious about the end results.
More than that, he was curious about her. Heâd never talk her into that affair if he didnât get to know her better.
âUm.â She straightened, the veneer of relaxation gone. âJust pulling up some weeds and mowing down the brush.â She jumped up out of her chair. âCan I get you a drink?â
âNo, thank you.â He rose as well, wondering why sheâd turned edgy all of the sudden. Had he allowed his explicit thoughts about her to show in his expression? âIs everything okay?â
âSureâyes,â she blurted awkwardly. âFine. Perhaps Iâll get a drink for me.â
He steadied her shoulders, just to keep her in place a moment longer.
âDoes it make you nervous, having me here?â he asked. His heart thudded low and hard at the feel of her against his fingertips.
He meant to release herâand he would in a momentâbut he had the distinct impression sheâd bolt the second he let go.
It seemed an odd reaction when theyâd already been together most of the day. She hadnât been this jumpy when theyâd sat across the dinner table from each other.
âNot at all.â She seemed to realize how ridiculous that sounded when she was poised for flight, because she took a deep breath and quit edging toward the kitchen. âOkay, maybe a little nervous.â
His hands fell away. Maybe it would be tougher than heâd bargained to work his way into her favor anytime soon.
âI must have really read this wrong.â He took a step back, not wanting to intimidate her. âBecause even though I only offered to come here tonight to keep you safe, I have to admit I thought there was a connection between us earlier today.â
Speechless, she shook her head, dark hair dusting her shoulders. Was she mute with horror at the prospect? Or simply denying sheâd felt any such thing? This was going downhill in a hurry.
âWhen we shook hands this