theyâre going out for drinks. Weâll have the place to ourselves until at least midnight.â
We?
âCome over at six,â she said. âIâll make dinner.â
And there it was in that grave-dark nightâone bright little light, something to look forward to.
Dooley was watching TV when his uncle got home. He notched down the volume and waited. His uncle went straight through to the kitchen. Dooley got up and followed him. His uncle poured himself a scotch, straight up. He downed it in one swallow and poured himself another, this one more generous. He took a sip before brushing wordlessly past Dooley on his way back into the living room, where he dropped down into an armchair.
Dooley sat down again and waited, but his uncle didnât say anything. He just worked on his scotch. He made pretty good progress, too, in pretty good time. Dooley had never seen his uncle drink like that. It made him wonder.
âSo,â he said after another moment. âWas it her?â
His uncle gave him a sharp look, like what kind of boneheaded question was that?
Okay, then.
âNow what?â Dooley said, mainly because he felt he had to say something, and he sure couldnât say what was really on his mind.
âNow they do an autopsy. When they finish that, they release the body and we do something about a funeral,â his uncle said, sounding a whole lot more annoyed than Dooley imagined he himself would if his sister had just died, assuming he had a sister, which he didnât. âIâll make some calls in the morning.â
Dooley watched him for a moment, wondering if this was a good time. Probably not. Where Lorraine was concerned, there was no such thing as a good time, which meant he might as well come right out and ask the question heâd been wondering about.
âYou said they found her downtown,â he said.
âYeah. So?â He sounded pissed off. Or maybe that was just his way of showing grief.
âSo, did the cops tell you anything? Do they know how long sheâd been in town or what she was doing here?â
His uncle met Dooleyâs eyes for a split second, and Dooley was rattled by the change he saw in them, as if heâd been looking into a brightly lit window only to have someone suddenly pull the curtains shut. It took a moment before he answered.
âShe lived here.â
âLived here?â What did that mean?
âShe had a place across town,â his uncle said.
âFor how long?â
âWhat difference does it make?â
What difference?
âFor how long?â Dooley said again. He felt his chest tighten.
His uncle downed the last of the scotch and set his glass on a coaster on the side table. âA few years.â
A few? That meant more than two. His eyes locked onto his uncle, who was staring at the empty glass, maybe doing what Dooley was doing, maybe wishing it was full and he could lift it to his lips and â¦
âI asked you that time what she was up to,â Dooley said. âYou said you had no idea.â
His uncle glanced up at him, frowning slightly, like heâd been asked directions to a place heâd never heard of.
âI thought sheâd taken off,â Dooley said. He was breathing a little harder now. His fingers were tingling. He had to fight the urge to jump up out of his chair. âYou know, because she was always talking about that, about going out west. I told you that, remember?â
âWhatâs your point, Ryan?â
âI thought she was gone.â That was his point. âAnd the whole time, she was living just across town?â
âSo what if she was?â His uncle picked up his glass, saw that it was empty, and put it back down again. âYou telling me that if youâd known where she was living, youâd have gone over there every week for Sunday dinner, something like that?â
No, nothing like that. Dooley couldnât imagine