the other it was damned awkward in a social situation. Which was exactly why sheâd avoided those thus far.
âYouâre a pretty eligible guy, Clay.â Meg turned on the bench so she faced him better. âYouâre not exactly hard to look at. Youâre in your prime with a lovely ranch all to yourself. Where Larch Valleyâs concerned, youâre prime marriage material.â
Clay looked so horrified Meg nearly choked on the laughter that bubbled up. âShut up!â he said, putting his hat more firmly on his head. âThatâs not true.â
âOh, it so is,â she answered, having fun now. Clay had done his share of teasing over the years and it was gratifying to put the shoe on the other foot. âAdd in the fact that youâll be all spic-and-span in a suit and they wonât be able to resist. Theyâll be falling all over you, wanting to dance. To catch your eye. Maybe something else.â She waggled her eyebrows for effect. âAnd then thereâs the throwing of the bouquet and the tossing of the garterâ¦â
âMegan!â He said it loudly enough that a passerby turned to stare before carrying on down Main Avenue. He lowered his voice. âI know youâre teasing but thatâs not funny. Iâm not interested. Not in anyone. Definitely not in marriage.â
Once more that odd little hole of emptiness threatened to widen. The bitterness sheâd always sensed in him where marriage was concerned hadnât mellowed over the years. Not that she could blame him. How did one get over being abandoned by their one remaining parent? Times had been rough for the Gregory family, but Clayâs momhadnât toughed it out. For better or worse, sickness and healthâ¦that hadnât mattered. Theyâd never really talked about it, but Megan could understand at least that much. Clay hadnât had the strong example of a good marriage that sheâd had growing up.
âAll Iâm saying is that Stacy is on to something. If you went with a date, youâd save yourself a lot of trouble. You just have to find someone with no romantic aspirations.â
âWho are you going with?â
Her gaze flitted away. âIâve been included in the family invitation,â she said quietly. She hadnât even decided yet if she was going. She didnât know what to wear, knew nothing in her closet suited the changes to her figure. She had barely even shown her face around town, let alone show up at the first big social event of the spring. And it would be a big event. Weddings in the valley always were. At least when sheâd first thought about it, sheâd pictured being able to share news of how she was picking up and carrying on with her own business. Proof that she was fine and standing on her own two feet. Now she had none of that to bolster her. Poor, pathetic Megan, back on the family ranch, showing up with her parents. Ugh!
âGo with me.â
Her heart took a leap before settling back down. âI donât need a pity invitation,â she whispered, swallowing around the thick lump that had suddenly appeared in her throat. How had the balance of the conversation shifted so quickly and completely? Sheâd enjoyed having the upper hand and now here she was, feeling at a disadvantage again.
âPity? Itâs me that needs the pity.â His gaze was utterly earnest. âYouâre the perfect date. Anyone else would get ideas, like you said. Thereâs never been any of that between you and me.â
Clearly he had no clue of her earlier crush and it was just as well it stayed that way. Meg blinked. Could Clay really be so blind that heâd never sensed how sheâd felt? She nearly blushed just thinking about it. Sheâd never been the kind of girl to try to stand out, but sheâd always hoped heâd notice.
But that was before. Sheâd grown up a lot over the last few