laugh. âI can take care of myself.â
âOf course you can!â Meg felt flustered beneath the warmth of his steady gaze. âI never meant to imply otherwise.â
âAs long as you donât start acting like Stacy. Sheâs been hovering and cooking and freezing things for weeks, like Iâm going to starve if sheâs not there.â He rolled his eyes. âI donât know why she has to flutter so much. Weâve shared the cooking before. I can manage to not poison myself.â
At his disgruntled expression Megan felt her remaining jitters melt away. âIt might not have anything to do with you. Maybe sheâs nervous, Clay, and needs something to keep her hands busy.â
He pondered for a moment. âNo, I think itâs more than that. Sheâs been pushing me to bring a date to the wedding. Iâm telling you, Meg, weddings make women stir-crazy. All of a sudden they think everyone in the universe should be paired up.â
The air had warmed since the recent cold snap and Meg loved the feel of the early spring sun on her face. It was good to chat about a different topic, putting the focus on someone else and such a happy occasion. âWeddings are a big deal,â she answered, and at Clayâs raised brow, she amended, âSo Iâve heard.â
âI donât know why she thinks I need a date.â
âSomeone to pin on your boutonniere?â
âMy what?â
Meg really laughed this time. Putting Clay on the back foot was much more fun than thinking about everything that had gone wrong this morning. As distractions went, he was fairly helpful, and for the first time since coming home she felt a return to the easy friendship theyâd enjoyed years past. She let her eyes sparkle at him. âSee?Thatâs why. Your flower, silly, on your lapel. Iâm assuming youâre in the wedding party.â
âIâm giving her away. Then itâs just a dinner, right?â
âAnd a dance, so Mom said.â
âWell, whatever. Just because sheâs getting married she thinks she can match me up. She suggested Tara Stillwell as if she didnât already know Dawsonâs staked his claim there.â
Megâs head whipped around. How had things become that serious so quickly? There were times she still felt so out of the loop while Clay seemed to know everything. âStaked his claim? Sheâs not a parcel of land, Clay.â
âYou know what I mean. There are rules and Iâm no poacher. Besides, Iâm not interested in Tara, for all sheâs a nice girl.â
âAre you interested in anyone?â she askedâand then held her breath waiting for an answer.
What had made her ask? Why did it matter if he had his eye on a girl? Why shouldnât he? It shouldnât bother her in the least. But it did. She didnât want him for herself anymore but the thought of him being with someoneâ¦it felt wrong.
âNo. When I said that she said I should ask Lisa Hamm or Emily Doddsâyou know, Agnesâs granddaughter? It was all I could do to put her off. Thereâs a dance, she said.â He took off his hat and ran his hand over his thick, dark hair, clearly agitated. âIf Iâm not with someone itâll be open season, she said. Which is ridiculous.â
It wasnât ridiculous at all. If Clay went unattached, thereâd be a dozen pair of hungry eyes waiting to be asked to danceâor doing the asking themselves. It was nice to know Clayâs ego wasnât so inflated that he realized it.
That wouldnât be a concern for Meg. If she wentâand she hadnât decided if she would or notâsheâd be holding up a wall somewhere. Who would ask her to dance? She grimaced. Sheâd be a curiosity. Lots of people looking but keeping her at armâs length. On one hand, it was what she wanted, because physical contact still made her nervous. But on