facts in Megâs mind. âEven if I did get financing, I would have a hard time insuring the loan,â she continued, the final nail in the coffin. âWith my medical historyâ¦â
Clay put his hand on her knee, a gesture she was sure was meant to be reassuring, but his touch seemed to burn through her trousers right through to her skin. She bit down on her lip.
âDonât give up yet, Meg. When life puts up a roadblock, you have three choices.â
âI do?â She lifted her head and met his gaze. The half smile was back and he patted her knee before removing his hand.
âYou can give up, you can bust through it, or you can go around it.â
âI donât want to give up.â
âThen donât. It might take some time, but a way will come. Youâll see.â
But she didnât want to take her time. Time was too precious these days and she was hungry for everything. How could she explain that to him? She couldnât, not without going into details about the last year. Details she wasnât comfortable sharing and ones that she knew Clay wouldnât be comfortable hearing. There was nothing like staring death in the eye to prompt a sense of urgency to live in the present.
âI hope youâre right.â
âOf course I am. Youâre not a quitter, Meg.â He nudged her arm. âSo you stopped for a chocolate fix?â
âI shouldnât have. Lord knows it doesnât solve anything.â She brushed off his question but couldnât help the tiny ray of hope that still glimmered. Clay didnât have a solution, but he wasnât simply nodding his head and saying sorry sheâd failed. He believed in her, and he had no idea how much that meant at this moment.
He laughed. âIâve lived with a woman long enough to know that chocolate brownies can cure a lot of ills.â
Meg smiled. His aunt Stacy. The woman had stepped in when Clay had been a boy and raised him as her own. Now she was getting a second chance at love and Meg thought it was lovely. âWell, maybe.â She nudged hiselbow back. âBut eventually the brownieâs gone and reality is still there, staring you in the face.â
âReality is, you only fail if you quit. So donât quit.â
She turned her head to study his face. It was utterly relaxed, showing a confidence in her that she didnât necessarily feel in herself. She might have confusing feelings where Clay was concerned, but today she was glad heâd stopped. Sheâd needed the dose of no-nonsense optimism.
âThanks,â she said quietly. âFor the pep talk.â
He raised an eyebrow. âLots of people will get behind you, youâll see. Speaking of, did you see Jen inside?â
âNo. She wasnât in.â
âSheâs not in the bakery as often these days, I hear.â He nodded at a neighbor passing by, then rested his elbows on his knees. âAndrew says he wishes sheâd take it easier now that thereâs a baby on the way. She has catering jobs booked right up until her due date he says. Stacyâs wedding is one of them.â
âWhenâs Stacyâs big day?â
Clay crossed an ankle over his knee. Lord, where did he get the energy? He couldnât seem to sit still and it made Meg smile.
âThree weeks. The second Saturday in April. Sheâs practically moved everything to Pincher Creek already.â
Meg knew Stacy Gregory had reconnected with her high-school sweetheart and they were finally making a go of it. âIt seems odd thinking of your place without her,â she said. For years it had been the two of them running the Gregory ranch. The thought of Clay alone in the rambling house left an empty feeling in Megâs heart.
âI wonât deny Iâm going to miss her,â he admitted. âSheâs all the family Iâve got. But Iâm a big boy,â he replied with a low
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