and hurried toward him. He tried not to grimace as he held up his hand. âCan you ask Deputy Martin to come here?â
Nurse Sarah pursed her lips, clearly miffed by his request for someone other than her. âSure.â She walked back to the desk and spoke to Audrey, who nodded and headed his way.
âYou need me?â
He did. For reasons he couldnât explain she grounded him, anchored him to the moment. When he looked at her, thought about her, he only felt peace, comfort. Strange, considering sheâd said theyâd only just met. Again that niggling feeing she was keeping a secret from him itched, demanding to be scratched. He let it go, confident heâd get her to open up and tell him. Where that confidence came from, he didnât know. âI need help with the boots. Bending over to undo the laces is more than I can take right now.â
One honey-blond eyebrow arched. âAll right.â
She crouched and undid the laces on the right boot and held it out for him to slip his foot into. He watched as her slender and capable hands quickly cinched up the laces and tied the boot snugly.
After the left boot was on, he stood. The world tilted.
He swayed. Audrey wrapped an arm around his waist and drew him close to her side. If he werenât feeling a bit woozy, heâd have leaned in for a kiss.
He frowned at the thought. Okay, he found Audrey attractive and had some strange connection to her that he didnât understand, but heâd better keep his emotions in check. He could be married. And he doubted the deputy would appreciate him taking advantage of the situation.
Was he a man that took advantage? He prayed not. Which led to another questionâwas he a man that prayed?
He hated not knowing who he was.
Some part of his brain said to let go of the past and become who he wanted to be for the future. But that wasnât really a possibility. Not when there was someone out there willing to hurt other people to end his life.
He knew deep inside, with a certainty he couldnât deny, he had a responsibility to uncover the truth and to protect those around him.
But he dreaded what the cost would be. He hoped and prayed it wouldnât be the life of the deputy at his side.
FOUR
S itting in the passenger seat of Deputy Martinâs car, John stared at the passing scenery, taking in the quaint and rustic town. The overcast sky washed the world in a gray light. Signs of recent snow collected on awnings and sidewalk gutters. Colorfully painted buildings added cheeriness. Had he seen this village before? If so, had he liked it the way he did now?
There were the usual businesses one would find in any townâa bank, a law firm and a real estate officeâbut the picturesque storefronts didnât boast any recognizable brand names. Instead, there were places like Melindaâs Bakery, the Java Bean, Tedâs Fill and Eat.
They passed an Irish pub, numerous fish houses and an art gallery with the name Maine Inspired displaying blown-glass art and paintings in the window. His gaze snagged on the exercise studio advertising dance and fitness classes. He wondered if they had a treadmill and free weights. The need to pump some iron sent nervous energy rippling through him.
âThis is a nice place,â he commented. Despite the threat stalking him, he felt comfortable in this town. Why was that?
âItâs quiet at this time of year,â Audrey said. âIn spring the tourists start showing up and donât fully vacate until after Oktoberfest. We have tons of festivals throughout the tourist months. Anything to drive up business to sustain us through the lean season. After Christmas most of the shops and restaurants close for vacations. Some people head to a warmer climate. Others hunker down and wait out the weather.â
âWhat do you do?â
âMy job.â She lifted a shoulder in a careless shrug. âThough the sheriff insists we all