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in sync. He runs his hands down my back, and mine trail down his. We can’t get enough of each other. I have waited for this for an eternity.
    He finally pulls back and reveals his incredible dimples. “So, you are into me?” he asks with a mischievous grin. He’s calm, cool, almost unfazed by the passion swirling around us.
    I can’t help laughing.
    “Maybe,” I say playfully. Then I lean back in to kiss him again.
    Years of suppressed feelings ignite an uncontrollable, untamable hunger. Jake pulls off my shirt, and I practically rip off his letterman jacket. We can’t remove each other’s clothes fast enough. Once we are naked, it’s as if time stops.
    We pause to take each other in. His body is beautiful, each contour defined. It’s a work of art.
    He is so incredibly gentle as he lays me down. Starting at my lips, he slides his fingers down, making his way to my stomach. His touch is soft, as if he were touching a newborn baby; it’s barely there, yet it can’t be missed. He is on a definite mission as he makes his way inside of me with those fingers.
    A feeling of joy I have never experienced overcomes me. He can do things with his fingers that no boy has ever done before, and I must say there have been a few. I never want this feeling to end. Then, just as quickly, he removes his remarkable fingers, and his lips are back on mine.
    My eyes are closed when I feel him push up, and then his lips are gone. I miss them, so I open my eyes to see he is putting on protection. I don’t ask ridiculous questions like why he finally wants to do this, why tonight; I just brace myself for what I know is going to exceed all of my wildest fantasies. I can barely contain myself, so I grip the sheets tightly to try to calm down.
    He meets my lips again, slow and gentle. Each move is defined. He is in no rush, and I can tell he wants to savor each second as much as I do.
    He is unlike anything I have ever experienced. Our bodies are perfectly in sync, and we seem to know what the other person is going to do next. It’s as if our bodies are speaking their own language.
    We are both drenched in sweat as we glide together. I’m so close to coming, but I don’t want it to end.
    Jake grips the sheets on either side of me, and then he hugs me into him as we both climax at the same time, my body shaking from pure elation.
    His arms tighten around me. We are still one, and feeling him inside of me brings me closer to him than I have ever been before, both physically and emotionally. I grip back tightly, trying to show him how much this means to me. This is so much further than I ever expected with him, and I’m not sure where my heart can go from here.
    “I love you, too,” I finally whisper back as we lie together, our bodies still intertwined.
    Jake pulls me in even closer, and I cherish feeling his strong arms wrapped around me.
    Just an hour ago, I felt so dirty and used, and now that has all been erased as only Jake can.
    I don’t know what is going to happen next. I don’t even care. All I know is we will always have tonight. However, I’m not sure my heart will ever be able to get over the love I just experienced.

 
     
     
    Chapter Seven
    Present – Hospital
     
    I hear Dax say, “We have to tell her.”
    Tell me what? I want to ask.
    Something in me knows I’m not really awake, yet I can hear them as if I am. I desperately want to open my eyes, so I do, but there is no reaction from the guys. They continue to talk as if I’m not here or like I can’t hear them; therefore, I know my eyes aren’t really open, even though I can see everything as if they were.
    “Not yet.” Cam’s voice is hoarse and raw, and his head is buried in his hands. He doesn’t even look up at Dax.
    “But she needs to know,” Dax responds more emphatically.
    They are talking low. My only hope is one of them will say what it is they shouldn’t tell me.
    “This doesn’t make any sense. He just played the best game of his life a