Jessica's Breakdown [Journey of a Thousand Miles 4] (Siren Publishing Ménage Everlasting) by Alicia White Read Free Book Online

get a sub to borrow. She didn’t want to cause any issues with Teresa and Brian.
    “Too bad, maybe next time.” She stood, pulling on the leash. “Enjoy your dinner. We’re going to head over to the club for a couple hours.”
    “Have fun.” Jessica watched them leave and picked up her menu. Her stomach growled loudly and she searched through the various dishes trying to find something she wanted. When she finally found what she wanted, she placed the menu down and waited for the server.
    “Ma’am, may I take your order?” A young man asked. He kept his eyes on the floor, and she knew right away he was submissive.
    “Yes, thank you. May I please get an iced tea with lemon, an avocado burger, cooked medium-well, and steak fries with ranch dressing?” She picked up her menu and held it out to him. He took it right away and tucked it under his right arm.
    Taking a few notes, he said, “Yes, ma’am. I’ll put your order in right away.” He nodded his head and walked off.
    Looking around once more, Jessica took in the scenery. The restaurant was dimly lit, large candles in sconces spread around the room making it look almost medieval. The walls were dark gray bricks, the floor a smooth stone, and there were decorative black iron gates on the walls.
    The server walked toward her, went to his knees and placed her iced tea in front of her. One thing about this place, everyone did things by the owner’s wishes. The employees were all in the lifestyle and served the drinks and food on their knees.
    “Thank you,” she said, and the server stood up and walked off. She usually liked eating alone, but for some reason, she was feeling a little lonely.
    She took a drink of her tea, needing the cold beverage to help her from feeling so dehydrated. Leaning back in her chair, she tried to appear more relaxed than she actually felt at that moment. It had been a really long day and she yawned.
    After about fifteen minutes, the server arrived, on his knees once more to deliver her food. Her stomach growled loudly, and she stared at her burger, her mouth watering. Wrapping two hands around her burger, she brought it up to her lips and took a big bite. She chewed slowly, enjoying the delicious flavors before putting it down and taking a drink of her tea.
    Sitting alone didn’t bother her, but Jessica quickly ate, wanting to get to her room so that she could enjoy a nice hot bath before turning in early. She hid a yawn as she finished her dinner, staring at the table. Her eyes were dry and she rubbed them quickly, yawning once more. Traveling always seemed to have that effect on her.
    A stern voice caught her attention and Jessica looked up, watching a couple across the dining room. The man pulled his sub up to her feet and rubbed her knees. He kissed her gently and Jessica wondered what that must feel like. She was caught off guard when she realized that she didn’t want to be in the man’s place. She wanted to be the woman that was getting the affection. She could hear him whispering but couldn’t make out his words. A server brought over a soft-looking cushion and put it on the floor by the man’s feet. Once again the woman knelt and nuzzled his thigh. He patted her head and gave her a bite from his fork.
    The scene was sweet and Jessica’s shoulders sagged. It was such a strange feeling for her to want that, to be a little envious. There were so many single men looking for a dominant woman and she had always loved playing games, making big productions out of her scenes. Ever since meeting Beau and Chase, things had slowly started to change, and she wondered if there might be something wrong. She just didn’t understand this need inside her, this desire to have them dominate her.
    Pushing her plate away from her, Jessica watched the couple for a few minutes before writing her room number down on the small piece of paper at her table. She could take care of the bill later. She really didn’t want to sit in the dining room