Jessica's Breakdown [Journey of a Thousand Miles 4] (Siren Publishing Ménage Everlasting) by Alicia White Read Free Book Online Page A

any longer. Standing up, she walked toward the exit, wanting to get back to her room.
    Pushing the elevator call button, she waited until the doors opened. She pushed the number three and leaned back against the railing. When she finally got back into her room, she went straight to the bathroom and started the bath water before stripping off her clothes. Pacing around her room, she looked out the window, waiting for the bath to fill up. She looked out at the property, and watched as the sun set, casting bright, beautiful colors across the landscape.
    Turning, Jessica went back into the bathroom. She shut the water off and stepped in, moaning as the warmth surrounded her. Leaning her head back, she closed her eyes and tried to relax. Chase and Beau were at the forefront of her mind and she tried to push them back, not wanting to think about them. She didn’t feel like analyzing her feelings. There was nothing she could do anyway. She was in Dallas and they were both home in Coltmann County.
    Staring at the wall, she couldn’t help but remember their one night together. “No, no, no. I will not think about them,” she said aloud, hoping to banish them for good, but her mind wouldn’t let go, and she felt restless and irritated.
    “Tomorrow is my class. Need to prepare and think about that.” She started to think about the other seminars she had spoken at. The different titles and subject matters had varied greatly, and she smiled thinking about a few of her favorites. Everything Anal, Spank Me, It Hurts so Good, How to Deal with Emotions and BDSM. The people were always so welcoming, and she loved being on stage sharing her knowledge and helping other folks in the lifestyle learn more.
    She had been so busy working at the store with her friends that she hadn’t taken the time to create a class outline. The owners of Iron Gate, Mark and Sean, were great Doms, and she hoped that they wouldn’t mind her just winging it and including different bits and pieces from her previous talks. The class was for newbies, so she wanted to touch on some basic stuff and then maybe shift gears and talk about different implements to use during a scene, maybe even some sensation play with a volunteer.
    Sitting up, Jessica stretched out and reached for her razor, she knew that if she didn’t shave she would be stuck wearing pants. Looking down at her legs, she cringed. Yuck, no man wanted a hairy woman. She grabbed the bottle of conditioner and squeezed a quarter-sized amount into her palm before rubbing it up and down one leg, soaping it up. She pulled the razor up, creating perfect lines in the bubbles. Cleaning her razor in the water, she moved to the other leg, before rinsing off once more and climbing out of the tub.
    Stepping out, she grabbed a towel and dried herself off before walking back into the room. The cool air touched her skin and she shivered, wanting to get into bed. She pulled open the top drawer and got her favorite cotton jammies. Yawning, she got dressed and then went to the huge king sized bed and got in, pulling the covers up high.
    Lying in bed, in the silence of the room, Jessica closed her eyes and hoped that sleep would come quickly. Her body felt exhausted and she moved around the bed, trying to find the best position. Opening her eyes, she stared at the wall and wondered what Alyssa, Bella, Hannah, and Diana were doing. Would Diana arrive in town while she was gone? Did she remember to e-mail her the itinerary before leaving? Was Alyssa feeling okay? Was Bella? She had been acting more hormonal lately.
    Shifting to her other side, Jessica tried to block all of her thoughts but it was useless. Throwing the covers off, she grabbed her phone and sent her itinerary to Diana with a short email, and then she sent quick text messages to her friends. She knew that if she didn’t do it now, she would probably be up later, tossing and turning. Once she sent the messages, Jessica went to back to bed and lay down.

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