and inviting. I certainly knew what that felt like.
Looking in on Lula Bell first, I noticed her bulging eyes, the slow breaths. âNot feeling the best anymore, are you?â I said aloud. âHate to say it, but my brother might have been right. Might be better to end it for you than to let you go on and suffer. Guess I better ask George about it.â
Lula Bell was a good cow, the first Iâd ever milked. Emmaâs cow, Sarah still said. It wasnât a happy thought, to consider losing her. But some things are inevitable.
George would want to butcher. Save the meat. But Lula Bell might not wait till fall. I sighed, filling the feed trough, though the cow didnât show the slightest bit of interest. She didnât seem to want a drink either, or to go to pasture, though Sukey and her calf were eager. I milked as quickly as I could, but still Sukey was impatient. She didnât like standing still for me, not if she could go out and run and play like a kid.
Robert had long since taken the eggs in by the time I got done milking; he was back out at the well, filling a bucket of water for his mother.
âCan I still go fishinâ?â he called to me.
âI think so. And I expect Willy to have a mind for it and probably meet you over there.â
âHope so,â he said. âMore fun with him there.â He hurried to walk with me on the little path to the house, both of us with our buckets almost full.
Sarah stepped out on the back porch with Katie slowly following her and holding Sarahâs doll. Maybe Juli had told them to play outside till breakfast. If so, I was glad. It might give me a chance to talk to Juli alone a minute. I would need to use Barrettâs truck again, and now young Sam had it. I expected Iâd have to walk over to Barrettâs later and ask about it. I always offered him work in exchange for its use, since I couldnât fill his gas tank. And he was pretty understanding, knowing I wasnât the only one in these parts who couldnât afford an automobile.
âDad, how come Uncle Edward didnât stay?â Robert asked.
âThatâs kind of a long story.â
âI thought he was in prison.â
âSo did I.â
He moved his bucket to the opposite hand and looked at me with some concern. âHe didnât bust out, did he?â
âNo. I suppose they let him out.â
âThen he donât steal no more?â
âLetâs hope not.â
âWhyâd he leave that girl? Is she my cousin?â
I looked to see where Sarah and Katie had gotten to. They were under the lilac bushes, safely out of earshot. âNo. Robert, we donât know who she is. Or where she belongs. Iâll have to take her to town today and see if I can get the sheriff to help me find out.â
âDad, that donât make no sense. Donât she know her name?â
âYes. But we need to know where her mother is, or whatever family would be closest to her. We need to get her home, if she has a home.â
âWell, why was she with Uncle Edward?â
âI donât know. I guess youâd say that what he told us didnât make any sense.â
âDid he steal her?â
Iâd wondered the same thing. But that didnât really fit with what Katie had said about her mother. âProbably not. I think he just happened upon someone who didnât want to take care of her anymore.â
âWell, how do you know theyâll want her back, then?â
âRobert.â I shook my head, not wanting to think all this through. Or talk about it. âThereâll be someone. Grandparents or something.â
We were just approaching the porch steps when we heard the sound of Barrett Postâs truck coming up the lane. I could always distinguish that tinny old Ford from what little other traffic came our way.
Young Sam pulled in quickly with Willy sitting in the front seat with him.