3:17 ⦠An alarm
goes offâyou hear it tooâeach day when the door
stays closed. Harris is not choosing this. Gregâs wrong.
Iâve read enough books by now to know.
Could Greg change his mind? It could take a long
time. Does Harris have any safe place to go?
All these questions, and who am I talking to?
King, the only one listening seems to be you.
SKATING OFF ALONEÂ Â Â Â Â MARTHA (KATIEâS MOTHER)
I dreamed of Katie skating in the blue
costume I wore when I was seventeen.
Someone pushed her and she fellâwho
was it? She sprawled on the ice, weeping, between
two skaters who went sailing on, leaving meâ
I mean her âleaving Katie there. Whoâs this Joe
who lets these kids stay in his house for free?
Could he be molesting Katie? No,
Mom, no oneâs hurting us. This place
is safe. Sheâs clear on that. But why so cold
toward me? She gets that look on her face
like I should know whatâs wrong without being told.
In the dream, she slammed down the phone.
Then sheâor was it me?âwent skating off alone.
KEESHAâS BROTHERÂ Â Â Â Â STEPHIE
Oh, God! Itâs Keeshaâs brother in the paper.
Front page story: Tobias Walker, age
fourteen, was found dead Tuesday afternoon
outside a house on Seventh Street.
An investigation is under way. Witnesses are asked
to come forward. Oh, Keesha ⦠Her brother
was a nice kid, decent. The little brother
she was always trying to keep track of. This paper
will be in everybodyâs hands todayâsheâll be asked
the same questions over and over. My brother
is the same age as hers. He goes down that street
to go swimming at the Y every Monday afternoon.
Mr. Hyde pulled Keesha out of practice yesterday afternoonâ
that must have been when she heard about her brother.
She left in tears without a word to anyone. What a lonely street
my friend walks down, with nothing but a paper-
thin umbrella keeping out the rain. This age
we areâitâs supposed to be so fun, but if you ask
me, itâs really hard. When I lost the baby, I asked
myself a lot of questions, and then one afternoon
it came to me: I can act my age
again! Iâm a girl with a mom and a dad and a brother
and no baby , and I better get my research paper
done for English class. I felt like skipping down the street,
laughing and shouting: Look, everyone! Our streets
are paved with gold! Coach Johnson asked,
Whatâs gotten into you? I got an A on my research paper
and I thought the whole world was mine. This afternoon,
my feet are on the ground again. If someoneâs brother
can be here one day and gone the next at age
fourteen, I feel like I donât want to be this age
too long. I just want to cross the street
before the light turns red, get home and tell my brother
to stay inside where heâll be safe. I asked
Jason to go with me to the funeral Sunday afternoon,
and he said yes, although to him itâs just a story in the paper.
Tobias Walker, age fourteen, found dead. Has anyone asked
what Tobias was doing on that street on a school-day afternoon?
Keeshaâs brother! Most people will read this and toss out the paper.
INVISIBLE SHIELDÂ Â Â Â Â JASON
I didnât even know Tobias Walker,
but this funeral shook me up. He looked
like a child, lying in that casket, wearing
a clean white shirt, eyes closed
like he was sleeping, except he
had this defiant expression on his face, as if to say,
I donât care what you do to me. I wanted to say,
Come back and try again. Walk
back hereâgive the world another chance. He
almost seemed like he could hear what I was thinking. I looked
over at his sister, sitting in the front row, arms closed
across her chest, eyes blazing, wearing
an expression like a volcano about to erupt. She was wearing
a dark suit that made her look older than she is. I wanted to say
something to her that