grinnedâcouldnât help it. âYou know what I mean. Here I thought you were a mouse of a woman, and youâre really a tiger when you find something you want.â
Her smile faded instantly and her vibrant violet eyes dulledâinstantly he knew heâd said something wrong.
âHold on, Iâm sorry,â he said. âThat didnât come out right.â
She took a deep breath and picked up a pair of dark-purple reading glasses. âNo need to apologize,â she said, settling the glasses firmly in place like a barrier between them. âWe all have more than one side to us.â
There was a chill in her words as she blinked accusingly at him from behind her glasses. He was a jerk, she said without wordsâbut he heard her loud and clear.
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The man called her a mouse!
The comment stung so badly that Melody couldnât look at him and looked instead to the journal. So she was shy. So she didnât stand up for herself very wellâ¦something sheâd actually done yesterday with him and on the phone with Ty just now, too, after a fashion. Still, that didnât matterâthe cowboy needed better manners. A man didnât go around calling awoman a mouseâ¦even if he was complimenting her in a strange sort of way. Nobody had to tell her she was a mouse! She knew it better than anyone.
The clock in the room ticked the seconds by as she pretended to study the journal in front of her. She had found herself enjoying the banter. It was so totally not her that it had been refreshing. And it had been such a welcome distraction from her troubles with Ty.
So much so that sheâd almost forgotten that no way in the world was Seth Turner flirting with herâ¦and she hadnât been flirting with him either. Had she? How embarrassing.
She blinked and stared at the page harder. Why didnât he just go home and let her work? Sheâd had a bad morning, her equilibrium was off, obviouslyâthat explained her uncharacteristic behavior where Seth was concerned. But now would be a perfect time for him to leave.
Only now , she seemed to have reverted back to mousehood and didnât feel comfortable asking him to go.
But she was going to. She was going to make herself or else. âYouââ
âYou know,â he said at the same time. âSorry, you go ahead.â
âNo. Thatâs okay. You go.â
âIâm expecting a load of cattle to be delivered, so Iâm going to go and get out of your hair. I didnât mean to insult you. Iâve enjoyed this talk.â
He stood and she did, too. âYou didnât hurt my feelings. Really. It has been a bit of a stressful day for me. Sorry if I acted badly.â It was true, and there was no pretending that he didnât know something was going on with the phone.
âYou donât have any reason to apologize. Look,â he said, but halted as if heâd lost his train of thought as he stared at her.
And why not, because she was crazy. His simple denial that she didnât have anything to apologize for had her blinking hard against tears and there was no way he couldnât tell it! He probably thought something was mentally wrong with her.
âAre you okay?â he asked.
She nodded but couldnât look at him. He touched her arm, and she couldnât help the sharp intake of breath from his unexpected touch. Her gaze flew as sharply to meet his. âYou are welcome to stop by anytime,â she blurted and stepped away.
âThanks,â he said, turned on his boot and was gone.
Melody followed him to the door and watched as he jogged through the rain that was turning from a light downpour into a torrential messâ¦Melody actually welcomed the storm.
She closed the front door and went to the kitchen and started cooking brownies. There were many things in life she couldnât understand or control but brownies she knew.
Chapter Five
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