party?â
âDo I have to?â
âNo. Go aheadâIâll tell them the captain called for you.â
âHeâs not coming down to the party, is he?â Chase felt silly for even asking.
Maurusâs smile twisted into a regretful look. âNo, but you should go visit him on the bridge. Iâm sure heâd like to wish you a happy birthday.â
Chase shrugged. He already felt stupid enough about his age blunderâhe didnât want to interrupt activity on the entire bridge just because it was his birthday. He left Maurus and headed for the stairs, but instead of going up he went down, farther and farther until he was deep in the lower part of the ship somewhere near the engine room, an area he wasnât as familiar with. He wandered the dark metal corridors of the lower halls, looking for anything that might possibly be Lilliâs hiding place, but there were too many doors and hallways and ladders to search. Finally he found a dark entryway and sank down against the wall. He closed his eyes and rubbed them. Wherever Lilliâs hiding place was, he wasnât going to find it. Sheâd just stay hidden forever, which was probably the way she wanted it.
Soft footsteps came down the hall and stopped beside him. Opening his eyes, he expected to see his sister and was surprised by the sight of long golden hairâand puffy red eyes. Analora stared back at him in surprise. Her cheeks were shiny with tears.
âAre you okay?â he asked.
âNo,â she said bluntly. âAre you?â
Chase shrugged and sighed, looking at his hands on his knees. After a moment, Analora came over and sat beside him on the floor. âSorry, that was a dumb question. Nobody just sits by themself on the floor of the engine deck hallway if theyâre feeling awesome.â
Chase gave a half-laugh and paused, trying to think of something to say. âWhat are you doing down here?â
âJust walking around. Remembering stuff. I used to play down here with my friends.â
Chase looked around at the sterile hallways. âIt doesnât look like a ton of fun.â
A wistful look crossed her face. âYouâd be surprised. When we were really little, when my mom still lived on the ship and I was here all the time, weâd pretend to be defending the ship from raiders. Or sometimes weâd pretend to be the raiders. It was pretty great. Then my parents split up and I started having to go to Jypras half the year, and when Iâd come back it would always be something new, a different kind of game.â She sighed. âAnd now theyâre all gone.â
âYour friends? Where are they?â
âGenevieveâs parents got transferred to another ship. Samir was older than the rest of us, and smarter than the rest of us, so he went off to university. And Dany ⦠he got sent to Fleet academy.â Her voice threatened to break. âI went to the engine room to see Chief KobesâDanyâs his sonâand he told me heâs back on disciplinary status. I canât even message him.â
âIâm sorry,â said Chase awkwardly.
âNo, itâs okay,â she said, wiping her eyes. âItâs stupid of me to sit here and bawl about losing my friends to someone who doesnât know them or me, really.â She took a deep breath. âSo whatâs your story?â
Chase hesitated. Heâd assumed that she at least knew his cover story about being an orphan from Trucon, but maybe the doctor hadnât told her. Or she hadnât asked. So he told her the sanitized, crew-friendly version of his life story in brief.
Analoraâs face grew still as she listened to him speak. âThatâs awful,â she said quietly when he was done. âI followed the Trucon events in the news when it happened. I canât even imagine what it was like for you.â
Chase shook his head. âItâs weird, I