recognised me.
âPermission granted,â he said.
I swallowed the second last swig of water from my canteen. Gave the last mouthful to Daisy.
We set off. Filthy country. Sand, rock, nothing growing. Even the scorpions looked thirsty. We pushed on, hoping for a change in geography.
All we got was dusk.
Then darkness.
Then a desert fog.
âDadâd have a smile if he saw this,â I said to Daisy. âHundreds of us back there dehydrating to death and now hereâs you and me blinded by very small drops of water.â
Daisy wasnât smiling. Nor was I. You couldnât drink mist. And just because you couldnât see the enemy, didnât mean they couldnât see you.
One sniperâs bullet and Joan would never know what had happened to me. Never know what I really felt about her. The sort of feelings you canât put in a letter. Only in a whisper.
Me and Daisy headed slowly on through the swirling dark.
âGo easy,â I murmured, but Daisy knew what she was doing.
Suddenly she stopped.
I held my breath. Listening for the clink of Turkish rifle straps.
Nothing.
Then the fog drifted and in the moonlight I saw why Daisy had stopped. We were on the edge of a wadi. Sort of a deep, dry creek bed.
Sheer hundred-foot drop. Two more steps and weâd have been history.
âThanks,â I whispered to her.
In filthy country a hundred-foot drop is a gift. If you can get down there without breaking your neck, youâre a hundred feet closer to water.
There was water buried deep in that wadi, plenty for the whole column. Thanks to it, we got to the enemy late afternoon the next day.
Timing was good.
Through the binocs we could see the Turks having a water stop themselves. Clustered round a couple of old wells. Hundreds of the mongrels, so it was taking them a while.
âJeez,â said Otton, staring at their artillery units. âTheyâve got some inordinately big guns.â
âLook at the gunners, but,â I said. âAll got their heads in the trough.â
Perfect time to charge. Every trooper knew it.
Stay mounted, gallop at them, do âem before they even saw us coming.
I had my bayonet wrapped in a sock in my saddlebag, waiting.
The order came.
Dismount.
We couldnât believe it. We stayed mounted. I saw Johnson up the line, scowling and cursing.
The lieutenant glared at us.
âDismount,â he repeated.
We didnât have any choice. Mounted infantry we were officially. Ride to the point of engagement, our orders said, then dismount and go at the enemy on foot.
Johnson wasnât the only bloke who was ropeable. And the horses werenât that happy either.
It got worse.
Some mug had to hold the horses. Each section of four blokes, one of us had to be the horse-holder. Stay back from the action. Keep the horses safe. So the other blokes could mount up when the fighting was over.
Our troop sergeant pointed at me.
âNo,â I pleaded.
I looked at the other blokes in my section, begging.
They were a sorry mob that day. Lesney had the squirts. Bosworth had saddle rash. Otton was limping from all the times heâd parted company from his horse. I was the fittest bloke in the section.
None of them saw my pleading look. Couldnât take their eyes off the enemy.
I didnât blame them. I had it too. Turk-hunger.
âBallantyne,â said the troop sergeant, jamming four sets of reins into my hands. âYouâre the horse-holder.â
I shook my head.
Troop sergeant blew out his cheeks.
âYou donât get it, do you sonny?â he said. âThis is orders from above.â
âWhat orders?â I said.
âOn account of your nose for water,â said the troop sergeant. âOrders are, it has to stay on your face at all times.â
The order to charge sounded.
Otton gave a sympathetic shrug. He and the others sprinted towards the Turks, bayonets drawn, yelling the war cries