the street noise a run for its money as she stared down at the cracked sidewalk, thinking what a bummer New York had been so far.
That was when she saw it lying there next to her left sneakerâa pure white feather like the ones her mother used to collect. A tingle wriggled up the back of Lexiâs neck. Her mom had called them angel-wing feathers. âTheyâre good luck!â she would always say, and snatch them right up.
âKev, call Aunt Roz. Tell her she doesnât have to meet us back here, that weâll see her back at the apartment. SayâI donât know, that they have a special bus or something to bring us home. Otherwise sheâll drop everything to come get us and we donât want to screw up her whole day.â
âYou mean lie?â
âNoâitâs just so she wonât worry. Lies donât really count if theyâre told to make someone feel better,â which was yet another lie to make someone feel better. What kindof example was she setting for her little brother? âUgh, never mind, Iâd better do it.â
âNo, I will!â
âYou know,â Kim Ling said, âthere actually is a City Camp bus with Eastside-Westside drop-off points. It doesnât start till tomorrow, though, and you have to sign up in advance â¦â
While Kim Ling was droning on and Kevin was making the call, Lexi reached down and discreetly grabbed the white feather. In an instant she was six years old again, tugging on her motherâs skirt.
âEw, Mommy, drop it!â
âItâs pretty, donât you think?â her mom had said through one of her heart-melting smiles.
âNooo! Itâs just a yelchy pigeon feather. Miss Schroeder says that pigeons are rats with wings and that they carry a disease.â
âWell, cookie, teachers have to say things like that.â Lexiâs mom carefully wrapped the feather in a tissue and slipped it into her purse. âHow do we know this feather didnât fall from an angelâs wingsâjust like the one Daddy puts on top of our Christmas tree, only real? She could be sitting up on a fluffy cloud right now staring down on us. Look! See?â And she pointed up past the striped awning of the Silver Spoon Cafe. âThere she is,
waaay
up there!â
âWhere?â
âOops, you missed her! She just flew up to heaven.â
âNuh-uh.â Lexi giggled. âYou made that up.â
âNow, why would I do a thing like that, silly?â She kissed Lexiâs forehead with a giant âMwah!â and they took off down Main Street again, hand-in-swinging-hand. âSome people think finding a shiny penny is lucky,â she had told her, âor four-leaf clovers. But we donât have to believe what everyone else does, right, cookie? Mommy believes inââ
âAngel feathers.â Lexi finished the sentence out loud, catching herself back in the present. She was squinting into the sun over the jagged city skyline, and had to quickly look away.
âHuh?â Kevin asked.
âNothing. Whatâd Aunt Roz say?â
âNo answer. I left a message.â
Lexi slid the feather into her shorts pocket. She only half believed these feathers were signs from her mom appearing at just the right timeâcomforting her, encouraging her to suck it up and move forward. But half believing was more than enough for her.
All of a sudden Kim Ling sprang up like a jack-in-the-box on caffeine. âGuys! You want horses and grass? Follow me.â She flew off the steps and plunged into a thick cloud of manhole steam without even turning to see if Kevin and Lexi were behind her.
But they wereâwatching her curse out a speeding cab.
âThe light is still red, moron! Drive much?â
âOkay, tell me, whyâre we following her again?â Lexi asked Kevin.
âYou got me. But she does crack me up.â
Lexi shook her head in wonder.
William Meikle, Wayne Miller