to manage to get him to change his mind. âIf Iâm fine tomorrow morning, will I be able to go home?â I asked him in a gabble.
âWell that depends on the circumstances at home,â he said, turning round and giving me what I would call a searching look. âYouâll need someone looking after you all the time for a few days at least. Itâs tougher than you think managing with one leg out of action. Have you got lots of stairs, for example?â
I thought about Forest Ash and my heart started to sink. âWellââ
âThere are lots of stairs, doctor,â Papà interrupted in a calm voice. âItâs a boarding school.â Then he turned to me. âAntonia, itâs much more sensible to stay overnight as youâve not been feeling well, and then weâll see about tomorrow.â
The doctor smiled at my father and nodded. âThatâs right, Antonia. Letâs get you in the right state before we throw you out, eh?â He gave a little chuckle and, with another smile at my parents, turned to the patient in the next bed.
The nurse helped me back into bed and I flopped back against the pillows, feeling abbatutta . I donât know how to say this word in English, but itâs like being tired and depressed.
Later, though, after Mamma and Papà had gone and I was on my own, I tried swinging my legs out of bed again, and this time I didnât have any dizziness. Maybe Papà had been right about it taking time to get my strength back. I was definitely getting better now and I felt sure I would be ready to go back to my friends tomorrow.
Thinking about Nicole and the others reminded me that I hadnât looked at my mobile all day. It was such a good surprise when I found loads of texts. All my friends and Miss Stevenson and Mrs. Pridham and Matron had wished me luck with the operation and then there was a later text from Nicole saying she guessed Iâd be all plastered up and ready to go back to school by now and she couldnât wait to see me.
I quickly replied to tell Nicole the bad news, but I promised her Iâd definitely be back the next day. Then I flopped back on my pillow again, determined to save every drop of strength so that nothing would stop me leaving hospital at the earliest possible opportunity.
âRight, take your time now, Antonia.â The physio was supporting me as I got the crutches in place under my arms. âNow, try a few steps along the corridor.â
It was ten oâclock in the morning, the day after my operation, and I felt a lot better. The nurses couldnât believe the improvement Iâd made, so theyâd happily agreed to letting me try out the crutches.
âExcellent!â said the physio, because I found it easy and had gone halfway down the corridor and back. âNow for the stairs. Theyâre a bit trickier.â
And they were, especially as I had to be careful to hold the right-hand crutch in a particular way, so it didnât hurt my hand. But still I managed, and afterwards, when we went back to the ward and met up with my parents, the physio told Mamma and Papà that I was a ânaturalâ.
âSo why donât we go and have a drink at the café,â said Mamma, âto celebrate?â
But I was desperate to get ready to go back to school. All we were waiting for was to see the doctor one final time, and the nurse had told us she was certain heâd let me go when he saw how much better I was.
âIâm not really hungry or thirsty, Mamma. Shall I pack my things together?â
Mamma turned anxious eyes to Papà and I felt confused for a moment. What was there to be anxious about now I was better? Or was she worried about how Iâd manage on crutches at school?
âWhen I get home to Silver Spires, Iâll have loads of people to help me carry things, wonât I?â I said in my brightest voice to try and reassure Mamma. Then I