knows. You give yourself away with every word you utter. When you draw your breath in you tremble. Did you know that?â
âSo, I could be in love with her maybe.â
âThe one who could be is. â
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T HEY TALKED A BIT longer, repeating what had been said, but in a more matter-of-fact way, he helping her regain her aplomb, the crisp elegance she had had when she came, and then he took her down, as he thought, to her car. But on finding that she had come on foot, that she had walked from Rosemary Park, where she lived, he insisted on taking her home. So she hooked a hand on his arm and they strolled through the balmy spring night and, in snatches, talked. It was mostly about flowers, and she stopped occasionally to point out the splashes of color the azaleas made on the lawns or to stare at the leaves overhead, now half open, âso feathery, so delicate, so unrealâso like the Midsummer Nightâs Dream overture, those butterflies in the strings.â She went on: âThat play is not about summerâitâs about spring, when everythingâs moist and fresh instead of all dried up, when the flowers are still singing and the locusts havenât started. But, of course, Midspring Nightâs Dream is not a titleâeven Shakespeare, no doubt, had to think of that .â He agreed, glad he knew his Mendelssohn, and drew her attention to the splotches of white the dogwood blossoms made, âas though calcimined on.â She said: âYes, the original Chinese white.â His hand was on hers as they reached her apartment house, another place like his own, if smaller. She stood peering in at the door, then whispered: âIt is a beautiful night, and not the end of the story. I wonât have it that way! Youâre not through with Sallyâwe have more talking to do! Would you like to come up for a while?â
âIâd love it.â
She took him inside the automatic elevator, then brought him into her apartment, excusing herself after turning on the lights. He wandered about, eying the modernist furniture, the oyster-shell rug, the crimson drapes, the French things on the walls, prints, posters, sketches, and paintings. He scanned the signatures closely, but didnât see one that he knew. She came back with a highball tray, looking slenderer without her hat, gloves, and stole, and younger with her hair fluffed out on her neck. He spoke for Scotch on the rocks, and she filled a glass with ice, then let the whisky cover it. Making a light one for herself, she took a seat on the rectangular sofa, motioned him beside her. They sipped, recalling the dogwood again; then, recalling the overture, he hummed the violin part. She led him back once more to the âproposalâ heâd made to Sally, and he told it in more detail, especially her answer to it, with due emphasis on the Wild Man from Borneo and nuttiness. He admitted he had been ârocked,â and solemnly proclaimed how simple it all would have been if âsheâd just done nothing at allâstayed there, tucked away with me, and let me handle the rest.â
âIf âsheâ had?â
âWell, who are we talking about?â
âDo you realize you almost never say her name?â
âO.K., I was hard hit.â
âAnd still are?â
âGrace, Iâve told you Iâm through.â
She thought some moments, then said: âClay, Iâd like to work on you, try to sell you on Sally, that you make another attempt, to get her to do what you wantâwhat we both want. So why donât I paint your portrait? After all, you are a thing of beauty, and you could come here at night, pose in my atelier, the little sun porch that I have, and while I work Iâll talk. Youâll be my captive audienceâand who knows? I might make a sale.â
âYou couldâone that you donât expect.â
â... What do you mean,