Of course the guys are going to side with me first. Bros before… I can’t even finish that thought. Lynae is the furthest thing from a ho than anything. Even her name is too good to be thought of in the same sentence. Marcus, Seth and Wade would believe anything I said to them. Even when I am a drunken ass. “I’m sorry. You’re abso-fucking-lutely right.”
“For what it’s worth, I told her how sorry we all were for believing a dickhead like you. I told her that we all love her, and that you are a fucking miserable piece of shit without her,” Wade says. “I know she still loves you, even if she won’t admit it to herself right now. It’s the look in her eyes.”
John tells me she loves me, now Wade. I have to hold onto this. I don’t think I can live in a world where she doesn’t love me. There would be no reason for me to live.
Chapter Six
Lynae
My back arches off the couch as I feel his lips travel from my collarbone down to my navel. The rough stubble along his jaw causes tingles to break out all over my skin. Connor’s large hands run up the outside of my thighs and come to rest firmly on my hips, holding them in place. I thread my fingers through his thick dark hair, making him look up at me. The depths of his emerald pools shoot straight through me. The roguish grin on his face and the look in his eyes are enough to make me melt on the spot. “I love you” escapes my lips on a sigh of pure pleasure.
“Your skin is the most delicious thing on this earth,” Connor says before tracing his tongue back over the path his mouth just traveled. His lips caress and suck the sensitive skin along the side of my neck just below my ear. I gasp as he pulls my earlobe between his teeth, gently tugging. The slight pain sends a lightning bolt straight to my core. “I have to have you, sweetness.”
I feel Connor’s hard length nudging the entrance of my sex as he settles his hips further between my thighs. God, I want this man so bad. He makes me weak in the knees. Thank heavens I’m laying down right now, I know there's no way I could stand. “Yes, Connor. I need you.” I moan. I’m breathless and panting at the same time. The sensations he evokes from my body still boggle my mind.
With one hard and quick thrust, Connor enters me on a growl. “Fucking heaven!” he pants as he pushes as far into me as he can as I cry out in ecstasy. “Too fucking good.”
Of their own volition, my hips surge up to meet Connor thrust for thrust. I feel the balls of his piercing dragging along my walls, causing my muscles to clench and spasm. It won’t be long before he pushes me over the edge of oblivion. I wrap my hands around Connor’s shoulders, holding on for dear life. I need this man so much. I love him with the very depths of my soul. “Don’t stop. Please don’t stop!” I pant.
“You like that, baby?” Connor grunts, shifting the angle of his hips to hit me in the perfect spot. “God, you feel so good.”
“Yes!” I’m so close. Stars start to appear behind my closed eyelids. I try to push my body impossibly closer to him.
Connor starts really pounding into me. Harder than he has ever before. “You want it?” Pound. Thrust. Pound. “Like that?” Pound. Thrust. Pound. “I bet you liked it like this with Matt too,” he growls.
“NO! NO! NO!” I try pushing at Connor’s chest, but it’s no use. I can’t make him move. Why is he saying these things to me? I need to get away. He’s hurting me.
Suddenly I’m being shaken. I hear a garbled voice calling my name. “Lynae! Baby! Wake up!”
“Stop! No! Leave me alone!” I scream. I feel a sob tearing at my chest trying to get out. My flailing arms hit something hard and warm over me.
“Wake up, baby. It’s just a dream.”
I open my eyes and see Sly’s concerned face staring down at me. I sit straight up in the bed and throw my arms around him, clinging to him. I burst into tears. “Oh my God!”
“It’s ok. You’re safe.”