âExcellent. Yours?â
I take one of the cigarettes the aviator gave me and light it the wayEdouardâs blonde did, tilting my head back and letting the smoke out, slowly, sensuously, as I practiced in the mirror. âWonderful.â
He grabs the cigarette from my mouth. âJesus Christ, what are you doing?â He flings it out the window and Iâm shocked. âThatâs a nasty habit.â
âYour blonde smokes!â
âWho?â
âThe girl you left with last night.â
âShe smokes? Well, notice whoâs in the car with me. I donât live with her.â
âYou donât live with me either!â
We both brood for several long minutes. Edouard is the one to break the silence. âI have another engagement lined up for you,â he says. âBut this isnât like our previous arrangements. There will only be women in this audience.â
âWives want to see me perform?â
This makes him laugh. âI highly doubt it. You will be dancing for Comtesse de Loynes.â He waits several moments before realizing I havenât heard of her. âHer literary salon is the most famous in Paris. She is in her sixties now; in her youth she had love affairs with half a dozen famous men, but sheâs not truly interested in the male of the species. If your desire is to gain social prominence and recognition, Jeanne de Loynes can offer both to you on a platter. Her connections in this city are unsurpassed.â
I think of the reporters who followed us to the Rothschildsâ: What would they write if they knew I was engaged to perform nude for a group of women? Theyâd be trampling bushes to cover the story. âIs it already confirmed?â
âAwaiting your approval.â
âYes,â I say swiftly. âOf course. Tell her yes.â
Chapter 5
Glistens Like Water
S o this is the famous Mata Hari,â Comtesse de Loynes says a few days later.
I have become an âovernightâ sensation. Le Petit Parisien declares that Iâm âthe best-kept secret in France.â Le Figaro calls my performance for the Rothschilds âastounding.â
âComtesse, it is a pleasure to meet you.â I hold out my hand so she can see the rings Guimet has gifted me and she squeezes my fingers, inspecting each one. Nothing about the Comtesse de Loynes is what I imagined. I had thought she would be tall and sophisticatedâan older version of Edouardâs smoking blonde. But sheâs petite and a bit plump, with a head of unruly still-brown curls. She reminds me of the American actress, Maude Fealy.
âPlease, have a seat.â
She indicates a silk chair patterned with flowers. If the parlor reflects the house, her entire home is decorated in purples and mauves. The impact is slightly disconcerting. She may be famous for her salon, but I doubt she has ever been praised for her taste in décor.
âAnd please.â She leans forward. âCall me Jeanne.â
Immediately, the image of another Jeanne forms in my mind. But I refuse to allow it to come into focus; I simply wonât allow myself to dwell on her. Not here. I focus on the heart-shaped face of the woman in front of me instead. âJeanne,â I repeat, giving her name a Malaysian lilt, and her hands go to the pearls around her neck, drawing attention to her face. It thrills men to hear their names spoken with an accent. Now I know it thrills her, too.
âYou donât look like Isadora Duncan,â she says. âIf you donât mind my saying.â
Yes, Isadora. The Dancing Nun. âMy lawyer,â I say, brushing Isadora aside, âhas told me you desire a sensual performance, a piece that is provocative.â
âYes.â She moves closer to me. âI read in Le Figaro that the most sacred festivalsââher voice is a whisperââinvolve a snake.â
I actually feel the color draining from my face.