She donât speak much English, and sheâd be afraid to come here to a place like this.â
It wasnât at all what he had intended to say. He had anticipated no need for an explanation. He would simply say that his mother was sick and now he couldnât quite comprehend why he had said what he had said, but Miss Levine simply nodded and said that she understood.
âMost immigrant women live in a state of fear. Itâs a wretched thing, but itâs so.â Max listened and nodded, not entirely sure that he knew what she meant. âStill, youâre his brother, and you have taken a day off work, so I can see that his education means something to your family.â
âWell, no, not exactly. I didnât have to take a day off work. Iâm an entertainer.â He was bogged down, enmeshed in his attempt to manufacture an explanation. âI mean, that donât mean Iâm not interested in his education. But today I got no matinee.â
âOh?â
What did the âOhâ express? Contempt? Disdain? âWhatâs wrong with Ruby?â he snapped.
âYes. You see heâs not here. Is he ill?â
âHooky. That ââ He bit off the words.
âItâs not simply truancy, although that averages at least a day a week. He forges notes from his mother, well written but transparent. You see, itâs not that heâs stupid. Heâs very clever, but heâs boisterous, unruly, and very disruptive. I almost breathe a sigh of relief when he is truant.â
âI wish I had known this,â Max said grimly, so grimly that Miss Levine smiled at the stern, stiff-necked young man who faced her. âNo more hooky, you can be sure of that, and no more fooling around. Heâs going to toe the line.â
âIt will certainly help the class deportment, Mr Britsky.â
âYeah, Iâll take care of it.â
âThank you. I must go back to the class now.â
It wasnât until late afternoon that Max returned to the apartment on Henry Street. It was almost five oâclock, and as he entered the kitchen, Ruby was on his way out and Sarah was shouting at him, âNow, five oâclock, and youâre going out, and itâs practically time for supper.â
âI donât want no supper, Mama.â
âWhat is this, you donât want no supper?â
They were all there in the kitchen, spectators at the scene between Ruby and his mother, Freida fifteen already, blooming, tight in her clothes like a ripe plum in its skin; the two other girls, Esther and Sheila, nine and eleven respectively, Esther with unexpected red hair, Sheila skinny and long-legged, built as Max was; and the baby, Benny, almost eight years old â all of them alive and healthy because Max had kept them alive and healthy, all of them integrated as parts in the high-pitched drama that their lives had become, packed as they were into the tiny apartment. They lived in clawing contact with each other, and they screamed and fought and bitched because they were without space or privacy and because they lacked any blueprint to define their lives; yet at the same time they were keenly aware and intrigued by the electric and dramatic quality of their disputes.
âSo youâre going out,â Max said to Ruby.
âYeah.â
âGoing out for dinner?â
âYeah. Maybe.â
âTell him!â Sarah cried. âTell him he can eat dinner at home!â
Max ignored her. âYou going maybe to Delmonicoâs?â
âWhatâs Delmonicoâs? No. Iâll pick up a hot dog on the corner.â
âWith what for scratch?â
âI got thirty cents. Big deal.â
âYou are goddamn right!â Max exploded. âYou are goddamn right, you miserable little shithead! Itâs a big deal. You got thirty cents, you put it down there on the table and Mama buys food. You stole it, you little
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