novel.
But as Connor sat across that table from Tori Jones, he couldnât help thinking that those words exactly described what the small-town schoolteacher did to him. He might as well stop trying to tell himself he wasnât interested. He was powerfully drawn to her.
Clearly, he should have dated more when he was younger.
Heâd married Jennifer while they were both in college. Because she was from the right family and she was gorgeous and ready to get married to the right kind of man. A man with money and good breeding equal to her own. It had seemed a very suitable match. The perfect match.
Plus, with the marrying and the settling down out of the way early, heâd been free to concentrate on his career in the family company. Heâd never looked at another woman during his marriage. He had a wife and a son, a beautiful homeâand his ambitions for McFarlane House, which were considerable. What else was there?
Just possibly, a whole lot more, he was discovering.
There had been a couple of other women, since Jennifer walked out on him. The sex had been good with them, which it never really had been with Jennifer.But he had never been entranced. Or captivated. Or enchanted.
Until now.
He wanted herâ her, Tori Jones, in particular. Not just someone suitably attractive and well-bred, as Jennifer had been. Not just someone sophisticated, sexually exciting and discreet, which pretty much described the two women heâd dated after his marriage had crashed and burned.
It came to him that heâ¦he liked this woman. And that feeling was new to him. He liked her quick wit, her wisdom and her big heart. He liked the passion in her voice when she talked about things she believed in. He liked her. And suddenly it mattered all out of proportion that she might like him, too.
Was he losing it? He couldnât help but wonder. Was he cracking under the strainâof the soured economy, the McFarlane House setbacks, his divorce, the scary changes in his son? Of the changes heâd decided he needed to make in his life and himself?
Strangely, right then, on his first date with Tori Jones, he didnât care if he just might be going over the edge. He was having a great timeâhaving fun, of all thingsâand he didnât want it to end.
They lingered at the table for over an hour after the meal was finished, talking and laughing, sharing glances that said a lot more than their words did. Finally, reluctantly, he took her home.
At her house, hating to let her go, he walked her up to the door.
She turned to him and said what heâd been praying she might. âWant to come in for a minute?â
He held her gaze, nodded. They shared a warm smile.
Inside, she offered coffee. He accepted, more as a matter of form than because he needed any extra caffeine.
She made more tea for herself and they went out to her comfortable great room and sat on the sofa. He drank the coffee he didnât really want and thought about kissing her, about holding her in his arms.
About how, once he did that, he would have a hard time letting go.
âI should say goodbye,â he finally admitted aloud. âItâs almost midnight.â
âYou sure you donât want another cup of coffee?â Those hazel eyes teased him.
âIâm sure.â He rose and held down his hand to her. âAnd it wasnât the coffee I came in for, anyway.â
She put her fingers in his. The contact was electric. He had to remind himself forcefully that he was not going to grab her against him and crush her mouth with his. âIâm glad,â she said softly as she stood.
He couldnât resist. He lowered his head. She tilted her mouth upward, the sweetest kind of offering.
And, at last, he brushed her lips with his own. Her fresh scent surrounded him and her mouth was soft as rose petals.
She was the one who kept him from deepening that first, too-short kiss. She did that by lowering her