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of Steve and I on my phone and I send it to Rosie with a text,
    ‘I’ll be with you soon beautiful x’
     
    By the time we get back to the house I am seeing d ouble of pretty much everything. I have no idea what the time is and just need to collapse and get some sleep.
    In my room I strip my clothes off and flop onto the bed, I know that I should cover up in case Steve’s mum or anyone comes into my room by mistake, but I’m not in control of my limbs. I’m dog tired and pissed as a fart…
     
    I feel Rosie’s hands slide up my thighs and the soft kiss of her lips on my stomach; I am hard in an instant, begging for her touch, her kiss. She obliges and takes me in her mouth, all of me. I moan as she licks and sucks but then she stops and moves to straddle me. Her hands pin my forearms to the bed as she positions herself above me and plunges down, taking me deep inside her. It feels amazing as she rides up and down and I need to feel her, see her. I open my eyes…
     
    “SASHA!” Fuck! What am I doing? I push Sasha off me and turn on the bedside lamp, “What are you doing in here Sasha?” I am mortified as I reach for my boxers,
    “Well I thought that was obvious Jackson!” she laughs and rage fills me,
    “I was practically c omatose Sash, what the fuck?” I scratch the back of my head and throw her a t-shirt, “Cover yourself up!”
    Sasha puts on the t-shirt and stands in front of me,
    “I was just having some fun Jackson, you and I both know you can’t resist me!” she smiles and I’m so incredibly angry, I can’t stand violence towards women but I feel like I could hit her so easily right now. I was out cold and she took advantage,
    “I thought you were Rosie Sasha!” I spit the words out and she looks hurt as she realises that I had no idea what I was doing, “You can’t fucking do shit like that Sash, it’s practically rape! Are you insane? Get the fuck out Sasha, don’t talk to me!”
    Sasha’s mouth drops open and tears fill her eyes as she realises the mistake that she’s made and for some reason, I feel guilty,
    “Oh my god! Jackson I’m so sorry. I thought it’s what you wanted” she shakes her head and I can see tears in her eyes as she turns to leave,
    “Sash, you need to realise that I’m with Rosie now, if she forgives me for this that is! Me and you, we can’t do…this” I gesture towards the bed, “Ever again!”
    “I’m sorry” Sasha leaves a nd I sit on the bed horrified. Without even knowing I was doing it I’ve cheated on Rosie. The one thing that I promised I would never do. Now I need to decide, do I be honest and lose her or keep quiet? I think for a while before I realise that I know the answer, losing her isn’t an option.
                 
     

Chapter Six
     
    I am bursting with anticipation. I haven’t seen Jackson for two weeks and I just cannot wait to see him, and feel his arms around me. His connecting flight from Dubai was delayed slightly and I’m eagerly watching the arrivals board to see the status change to ‘Landed.’
    I’m watching out of the window as planes of different colours and sizes come and go, my coffee is cold as I have been concentrating on looking for Jackson’s flight rather than drinking it. I look out at the runway to see a huge emirates jet touch down on the tarmac and my heart skips a beat, I walk back over to the arrivals board to see the status change. It’s him, he’s home.
    As I wait anxiously for Jackson to walk through the gate I can’t help but smile as I look arou nd and watch families reunite, loved ones holding one another as though their lives depend on it, it warms my heart. I watch as a small girl runs under the barrier calling ‘Daddy’ and is swept up into the arms of her tearful father, she throws her arms around his neck and holds on for dear life, I suspect not wanting to let him go away again.
    As he leans down to put his little girl back on the ground I catch a glimpse behind him of the