spoiled rotten, too.â
âThatâs a nasty thought,â I said. âNot so much you being spoiled as the rest of us not being born.â
âSometimes Iâd be just as happy if you hadnât been,â John said, and I was about to make an angry retort when he said, âOh, letâs not fight, Vic. You know I didnât mean it. Iâd better go upstairs and check on those two now.â
When he came down he said, âWell, theyâre happily tearing up Suzyâs best doll so Suzy can do an operation.â Usually Suzy operates on dolls that get broken somehow or other. I didnât think just deliberately destroying one was such a hot idea, and I didnât think Suzy would, either, when it was all done and too late. But John and I thought, under the circumstances, weâd just let it go.
âI know what you mean,â I said grimly. âLetâs keep peace and quiet at all costs. I think Iâd better go fix the potatoes now before anything else happens. Iâd hate to have Mother and Daddy get back and find I hadnât done anything they asked me to.â
âIâll help you,â John said unexpectedly. His jobs are things like chopping wood and keeping the wood basket filled and mowing lawns and shoveling snow. We got out the scrapers and set to.
âSounds funny without Mother playing records,â John said. âShall I put something on?â
âUh-huh.â
John put on Rosenkavalier, and I was glad, because itâs lovely and gay, and I wasnât in the mood for anything that wasnât, and the sound of it made the house feel better, somehow.
Well, we had only one more crisis, and that was when John tried to get Maggy and Suzy to do their homework before they watched Mickey Mouse Club. But he gave up, and we sat in the kitchen and realized we were starved because weâd forgotten to have anything to eat when we got home from school. So we had milk and cookies and took some in to Rob and Suzy and Maggy, and Maggy and Rob fought over them and we wished we hadnât. I donât know when weâve been as glad to see Mother and Daddy as we were when they walked in at six.
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After Mother had read to us and the three little ones were in bed, John and I went back downstairs in our nightclothes. Mother said that as long as I was sleeping in with Rob I could stay up half an hour later, and John stays up till he gets his homework done. If I think I have a lot now, whatâll I do when I get to high school? Daddy said that since Suzy and Maggy had not done their homework they would simply have to tell their teacher that they had played instead, and take the consequences. Neither of them liked that one bit. They wanted to sit up late and do it, but Daddy said no.
âHow about you kids,â Daddy asked John and me. âYou about through?â
âI didnât have very much today,â I said. âIâm all done.â
âJohn?â
âI just have to finish a book report.â
âLetâs talk for a few minutes, then.â He put another log on the fire and sat down. Mother turned from getting things ready for breakfast and sat down, too.
âSo you had a rough time this afternoon, didnât you?â Daddy asked us. We nodded. He thought for a minute, then he said, âThe way things stand now, it looks as though Maggy will be with us for quite a while, and itâs going to be an adjustment for all of us. But we must remember that itâs going to be an adjustment for Maggy most of all. Now, I know youâre both very sorry for herââ
John broke in, âBut thatâs the trouble, Dad. We arenât. We try to be, but we arenât.â
âAnd at school today, Daddy,â I said, âat recess, she kept sort of bragging about it, and telling peopleâabout her parents being dead, I mean, and her fatherâs plane having exploded.â
âShe was