out.â
âHow old were you?â
âEleven. It was summer, of course. I rememberâhey!â
Sheâd knelt and was reaching for my foot. âMust have been hot.â
âBlazing. You donât have to do that.â I tried to retrieve my foot without creating a tug-of-war.
âQuit that or Iâll tickle you.â She ran the washcloth over my sole. âIâll admit Iâm not a real nurse, but Iâm pretty sure this sort of thing is part of the job.â
I scowled. This was every bit as embarrassing as Iâd thought it would be. âNo, youâre a paramedic. So why arenât you working as one?â
âBecause I couldnât hack it.â She grabbed the towel. âSo why is your brother married to your sonâs mother instead of you?â
Sucker-punched. I hadnât seen that one coming, and for a second couldnât think of a thing to say.
âIâm sorry. I shouldnât have said that.â She dried my foot carefully, giving me the top of her head to look at instead of her face. Even with her hair pulled back, her hair was all crinkly, like a shallow stream wiggling over rocks.
Or like Doofus wiggling all over even when he was trying to stand still. I sighed. I felt as if Iâd just kicked a puppyâand gotten bitten for it. âDonât apologize. I asked for it. I jabbed at you because I donât like needing help for every little thing. Canât complain if you jab back.â
âOkay. Hand me your socks, will you?â
I did, and she pulled a sock on my left foot. It felt weird to sit there while she did that. âIâm surprised none of the busybodies you talked to yesterday filled you in about me and Gwen.â
Seely looked up then, her face all smoothed out. âI really am sorry. Iâm not usually such a bitch.â
That annoyed me. âYouâre not a bitch at all.â
âI can be, when my temperâs up.â
âI have a temper, too, but no one calls me a bitch.â
She laughed. âI have a feeling no one calls you anything but âsirâ when youâre mad.â
âYou havenât been around my family.â I liked that Iâd made her laugh. It was a good sound.
âYouâre obviously close.â She tossed the washcloth in the sink. âUmâ¦Gwen did say that youâd only known Zach for a few months. She said that was her fault.â
âIt was my fault as much as hers.â I didnât like talking about itâ¦but I didnât like her thinking I was the kind of bastard whoâd ignore his son, either. âI didnât know about Zachâs existence until last March. Gwen and I met when I was on vacation a few years ago. It didnât work outâat least, I decided it wouldnât work out. She has money, you see. Family money. A lot of it. I didnât deal with that well when I found out. She, uh, threw away my address when I left, so by the time she realized she was pregnant, she didnât know how to find me.â
âHow did you learn about Zach, then?â
âShe hired a detective. That was after sheâd been diagnosed with breast cancer.â I added firmly, so sheâd know the subject was closed, âSheâs okay now. Anyway, she brought Zach here for a visit, and while Zach and I were getting acquainted, she and Duncan fell for each other.â
Theyâd fought it. In hindsight I could see that it must have been hell for both of them. Theyâd known Iâd wanted to marry Gwen, and Duncan at least had accepted that I had a prior claim. But at the time I hadnât been able to see anything except how betrayed Iâd felt when I found out, how thoroughly my dreams had been destroyed.
Seely rested her hand on my knee. âIâm glad you told me. If Zach is going to be here often, I wouldnât want to say or do the wrong thing.â
That was a good reason for