bottle bobbing against a buoy in the night sea.
âHeâs doing a fine job, I hear,â she says to fill the void.
You know by this that she is a much nicer person than you, more considerate. But youâre annoyed by her political naïveté. Doesnât she know about the cutbacks in social services?
âOh, yes, thatâs very interesting,â she says.
Interesting, shit lady, you think. Itâs crucial. The Governor is a practicing fundamentalist American. Taking money from social services and giving tax concessions to businesses like IBM. Why is she working for IBM? Just because sheâs blind, does that make it OK? Donât patronize her. Argue. You know you should argue, but you are too tired to find anything that will make sense.
You tell her, âyes, itâs interesting.â
The crew cuts have left and itâs only twenty minutes to Olympia. Just enough time to make it to the hotel bar before it closes at 1:00 a.m. Just enough time to order a gin and tonic, take it up to your room and phone the Greyhound in Seattle to see if theyâve found your tape recorder at the fucking ticket counter. Thirty more minutes of conversation. Only seven years in this business and already youâve run dry. To think that you chose this job because you liked talking to people.
âThanks for the chat,â she says sincerely. âIf you donât mind, Iâll just rest a while.â She leans back on the headrest, her eyes wide open to the darkness.
âYes,â you say. âSure.â
Maybe youâll make it a double martini. The Governorâs secretary better not cut the interview short. You pray, like you havenât prayed for anything in ages, that you make it to the hotel bar before 1:00 a.m.
IV
The Right Hand on the
Day of Judgment
âWhat do you think of the piece from Zaragoza?â Susan asked. âWill you give me the OK? Can we count on Tony to keep his mouth shut?â
Harry shook his head, âIâve been trying to decide just that, all morning.â
Susan could never tell which was misshapenâHarry or his old gabardine suits. A proper Charlie Chaplin, he was, with manila envelopes and foolscap carbon sheets hanging out of his cracked brown leather briefcase. No, more like James Stewart playing the absent-minded diplomat, bumbling through social banalities, but driven by political commitment. He hadnât bothered to comb the grey wisps over his baldness this morning. She didnât know exactly how old Harry was. Somewhere in his late fifties, if he had fought in Spain.
âRemember Tonyâs antics in Uruguay,â said Susan, âflaunting his press card. He was lucky to escape intact. We may be spending a lot of money for him to holiday in prison.â
âYes, yes,â nodded Harry. âWe probably should call him home now.â
She played with the coffee bean beads hanging to the waist of her black pullover. The bean beadsâbeing cheap, a tribute to the Brazilian Liberation Fund and still stylishâwere among her more successful compromises to fashion. She concentrated on Harryâs careful words.
âOn the other hand,â he watched her closely, âyou have to take certain risks, like we did a couple of years ago with the coverage of Prague.â
She released the beads and picked up her fountain pen.
Harry continued, âI supposed thatâs what journalistic courage is all about. To hell with it. Tell Tony to go ahead. Iâll trust my instincts. By the way, thanks a lot for finishing up the layouts. Youâre my right hand. Donât know what I would do without you.â
Susan packed the solicitorâs letters and her notes on South African sports in the frayed blue folder marked âMockup.â She listened to a muffled slam from the small front room. The office was gulping another person. It had felt stuffy lately, cramped. She never believed those gas fires were