him. The look in her eye confused as much as it challenged him. He recognized itâfear. Echoed fear that theyâd be too late, shared fear of losing Lillian.
Phin had already lost one mother. But for Naomi, whoâd somehow bonded with Gemma in ways he didnât understand, this had to be worse. Sheâd been betrayed by her own mother as a child, and what scars that act left were made worse by years of working as the Missionâs best assassin.
Phin spent every moment with her trying to combat those scars. Sometimes, she didnât let him.
He reached out to touch her cheek.
She caught it in a grip made of steel. âDonât,â she said softly. The green water behind her made her eyes look startlingly violet. And just as glassy.
Phin didnât tug his hand free. Didnât even flinch, his gaze serious. âWhat did I tell you?â he asked, and didnât let her turn away as she dropped his hand. Instead, ignoring her warning, he slid his fingers into her hair and tilted her face up to his. His thumb stroked across her cheek. âRemember?â
âI donâtââ
âThree months,â he said over her. In his bare feet, he was only a few inches taller than her. Which put her mouth temptingly close to his. It quirked, now, but downward. A frown.
âPhin.â
Only an excuse would follow that tone. His ex-missionary had a hell of a martyr complex. He grinned, angling his body so that she had only one way to go to escapeâinto the water. She took a step back. Her heel hit the edge of the dock, and as she stiffened, he filled her space.
His chest to hers. Thigh to thigh.
Her full mouth parted on a gasp.
Phinâs fingers tightened in her silky, pin-straight hair. As her tongue slid out to lick the small silver hoop at the center of her full lower lip, his gaze dropped to it.
Heart hammering, he said, âRemember, Naomi? Three months, I said weâd be right here again.â
Her lashes flickered, a thick black veil that did nothing to hide a sudden bleakness in her eyes. âNowâs not the time, Phin,â she said, echoing his earlier thought. She leaned so far back, all heâd have to do was breathe wrong and sheâd fall into the water.
She didnât want him close.
He dropped his hand as disappointment welled up beside the heat that never seemed to go away when she was involved. He wanted her. He loved her.
Heâd promised her forever.
But damn, if she didnât make it difficult.
âWe never have the time,â he told her. She ran a hand down her face, trying to ease away the hollow circles under her eyes. âWe make the time. Naomi, weâve still got each other.â
âYeah?â He watched it happen; saw the gates slam shut behind her beautiful face. Saw that stony resolve roll into her head, her heart. âYou think thatâll matter when your motherâs dead, slick?â
Pain, worse than any bullet, stole his breath. Crunched like glass in his gut, and he took a step back. âJesus, Naomi.â
Her jaw tightened, fists clenched at her sides.
The steam drifted across his bare feet, slid along her legs. For a long moment, he could only stare at her. What was wrong with her? Was she angry?
Was she fishing for something?
She watched him, faced him dead-on like a snake ready to strike. He could all but sense the anticipation around her, and suddenly, he got it.
She was trying to put distance between them. Trying to crowbar herself away.
Phin closed his eyes as exhaustion battered at him. Physical, mental. Hell, even his spirit felt wrung out.
âFine,â he said, and shifted to give her enough room to pass him. âWeâll talk later.â
Her eyes widened. Narrowed just as fast, and with her chin high, she strode past him. Her shoulder brushed against his chest, clipped his wounded shoulder, and he let out a strangled note as it knocked the air out of him.
Naomi spun,