inside my dark car. âI donât know. Do you have any cigarettes?â Because yes, Iâm out of them again.
He laughs. âI always have cigarettes. I canât figure out why you donât. Your parents are rich, right?â
âOh my fucking God. Have you done a background check on me?â
âHardly. I saw your mom pick you up in a Lexus. Iâm guessing you canât get one of those on layaway.â
I snort. âWhat even is layaway? Is that an old-guy thing?â
This is all strangely comfortable and Iâm not sure what to make of that. Iâm not creeped out by it. If Iâm being perfectly honest, Iâve fucked around with dudes Iâve had less conversation with. Maybe Joe is some kind of father figure; my sober way of working through daddy abandonment issues.
âIâm at the OâHare Oasis. If you feel like talking and smoking, have your mom drop you off here.â
My stomach swoops a little, butterflies taking off in a mad frenzy. So I guess not daddy issues, then.
I grin. âIâll have you know, thanks to my dadâs handy-dandy car-starting Breathalyzer, Iâm driving my own wheels. So Iâll see you in fifteen.â
I click off the line and slide my phone into my coat pocket. I trace my finger along the edge of the business card Joe gave me. Geothermal heating-and-cooling specialist. What the hell is that? I drop his card back into my purse and smile to myself a little. Iâve never messed around with an older guy before.
Chapter
Eight
My phone is going crazy with texts as I pull into the oasis. Iâve ignored them for the past fifteen minutes because I donât need to get back on the copsâ radar with a ticket for texting and driving. Plus that shitâs not safe.
I park and pull out my phone. A passive-aggressive text from Mom. Just checking if the meetingâs over yet? And three booty call texts from Brent, plus one more saying, You owe me a conversation, Nat. Whatever.
I text Mom back. Meeting is done. Having some fellowship time with some of the women here. Found a sponsor. Be home in an hour or two. Donât worry, the Breathalyzer still works on the car.
She texts back a smiley face, a Christmas tree, and two Santa emoticons. And Iâm the one with the problem.
The OâHare Oasis is like a megamall of shitty food joints. Joe is sitting at a table outside Popeyes with two biscuits on a plate in front of him. I slide into the chair across from him and snatch a biscuit.
âWhy, yes, Natalie, I did buy those for you. Youâre welcome.â
I smile at him. âThey wouldnât be sitting here if they werenât for me. These biscuits are addictive. Iâm surprised you resisted the temptation of devouring them yourself. You must really like me.â
He pulls off his baseball cap and sets it and a pack of Parliaments on the table. âActually, I canât figure out what I think of you yet.â
âI find the quickest way for people to get a read on me is to get me naked. It clears up a lot of confusion.â
Iâm in my element here. This, I know how to do. Guys are such suckers for girls who talk dirty. I donât mean really dirty, just enough to tease them into thinking youâre into them.
Only, Joe doesnât react how most guys do. âNatalie. What is it youâre trying to accomplish here? Iâm not going to sleep with you, if thatâs what youâre hoping. And Iâm not going to enable you. So what do you want?â
Huh. âYou donât want to sleep with me?â
âIâm thirty-eight.â
I smirk. âThatâs not an answer. Plus youâre kind of hot for thirty-eight, and you look a whole lot better than most of those dried-out alkies.â
âDo you know anything about AA?â
âIt works if you work it.â
He rolls his eyes and I can almost see what he wouldâve looked like at my age. Fewer