Peachtree Road by Anne Rivers Siddons Read Free Book Online Page B

where we were rich and therefore different from other people, and in which women laughed and shouted aloud their pleasure during the act of love.
    A country where, now, Lucy was, and therefore all things might be possible.
    I slept in a safe child’s sudden and simple, lightless peace, and when I awoke in the morning it was to joy.
    I have said that I do not go out anymore, but that is not precisely true. I do go out, almost every night. After the last of the light has gone and the streetlights come on, no matter what time and what season it happens to be, I put PEACHTREE ROAD / 39
    on my Nikes and I slip out of the summerhouse into the welcoming darkness and I run through Buckhead. I run for miles, some evenings as many as fifteen or twenty, some evenings just four or five. I am never sure when I set out which of my many routes I will take; my feet seem to make that decision for me when they touch the pavement of the sidewalk along Peachtree Road. But I always cover the same territory. It is the country of that long-ago Buckhead in which, as the Book of Common Prayer says, I lived, moved and had my being. Oh, yes, I run, and I suppose many people must see me, a tall, slight man whose thinning hair in the streetlights might be blond or might be silver; not young, but with the long-loping resilience of the runner. It doesn’t bother me that I am visible to them; it is not from their seeing of me that I hide during the daylight, but from the seeing of them.
    I run; I run through a landscape that existed forty-odd years ago. I run for my life.
    Pounding silently and steadily through a swelling spring night, or a star-chipped black winter one, I can tick the street and proper names off like rosary beads in the hands of a devout old Catholic, without thinking, without questioning the sense or import of them. The names are my catechism.
    Whatever is raw and ragged and new and intrusive I don’t see; I am running, as I said, for my life, but it is the life that I had then.
    Right and down Muscogee, past the Camerons’ house, Merrivale House, they called it, after Dorothy’s family seat in Dorsetshire: 17 Muscogee Avenue. It was built in 1921
    by Neel Reid, a classical architect in whom Atlanta has always set great store, whose years abroad studded Northwest Atlanta’s wooded hills and ridges with Renaissance, American Georgian, Federal, Greek Revival, Baroque and Italianate estates of uncommon style and substance. These suburban villas, as they were termed, were designed to be summer homes in some
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    cases, and highly visible showcases for their owners’ soaring positions in others. At the time most were built, in the late teens and twenties and on into the thirties, entertaining and gardening were two of Old Atlanta’s overweening passions, and formal reception and dining rooms and extensive, formally landscaped grounds were de rigueur . Most of the houses had, and many still have, vast acreages of gardens, all flowing together, mile after mile, so that whole streets seem in the spring to be one great lapping surge of color.
    It is at the great amplitude of space, and the random, puckish cant of the wooded hills, and the sheer scope of the surf of azaleas and dogwood and flowering trees that make the spring here a neck-prickling and breath-stopping time.
    Traffic along the narrow old streets in April is near critical mass, and many a grand dowager curses now the splendor she and her yardman labored so mightily to achieve when both were young. I remember vividly the gardeners and yardmen of all these old estates. Most of the children in my crowd took their first steps tottering after the impassive black yardmen and their wonderful arrays of tools and treasures.
    I do not, on these night runs, see the fleets of minivans and the Davey Tree trucks that keep the gardens up now. If they are kept up at all. Many of the old houses are falling to the glittering, trashy condominium developments that are