bits home from the NAAFI it was still only bacon or egg in Fawley Street.
âYou go and eat,â said the darkie, turning the child round and pushing her towards the table. She came a few steps, saw Andrew and stopped in her tracks.
âItâs only Master Andrew, ducky,â said Mrs McHealy. âAnd this is our Hazel, whatâs off to the panto with the choir, and if she donât start now sheâll get either no breakfast or no choir-treat.â
âThe panto in Southampton?â said Andrew. âHow are they getting there?â
âCoach from the Golden Harp,â said Jack.
âDâyou think thereâd be room for me? Iâll pay. I donât mind standing.â
Jack didnât answer, but looked for directions to Mrs McHealy. She shook her head, not in answer to Andrewâs question but at the whole idea of his going.
âYou see,â he said. âI hope you donât mind me saying so, but I donât think I want to inherit this house. Iâve got my own life I want to live.â
âIt isnât only the house,â said Jack. âThereâs a pile of money goes with it. How much, Sammy?â
âNine and a half million pounds.â
âThatâs before death duties, acourse.â
Andrew was lifting a carefully composed fork-load of toast, bacon and egg towards his mouth as the darkie spoke. His hand didnât quiver as it rose. He chewed, enjoying the perfect mixtures of tastes, and shook his head.
âYouâre being very kind,â he said. âBut, well, I know it sounds stupid but I donât want the money either. And I really do want to go back to Southampton. Thereâs something I want to do there.â
âYou donât know what youâre saying,â said Jack.
Perhaps that was true, but Andrew didnât care. Perhaps it was the drama of the refusal, the immense sacrifice for the sake of his career, that appealed to him. Logically there was nothing impossible about starting rich, in fact there were obvious advantages, but his long-planned chart of his rise to stardom didnât include them. Perhaps tomorrow he would curse his choice, but for the moment the notion of the coach to Southampton with a load of children actually bound for the panto where he could have been helping was far more solid in his mind than the fantasy of wealth. In any case, there was no certainty that Uncle Vole would leave him a penny. These people were only servants. What did they know? He shook his head again, smiling.
âWhat do you say, Sambo?â said Mrs McHealy. âWake up, love. Gone into one of his moods.â
Andrew looked up. The darkie was standing where he had been a moment ago, but was waggling his head from side to side with a slow, loose, lolling motion, as though his neck were broken. I might use that for something one day, Andrew thought.
âI said what do you say,â said Mrs McHealy more loudly.
âThis house is a trap,â said the darkie in a bloodless mutter. âBaas, he built it for a trap.â
âCheerful,â said Jack.
âWake up,â snapped Mrs McHealy.
The darkie blinked, pulled his head straight and nodded.
âYou give Master Andrew his ration-book, Mary,â he said.
Mrs McHealy snorted and seemed about to argue. The snort became a sigh and she waddled round the table to the dresser that ran most of the length of the inner wall, displaying on its shelves enormous oval plates made to carry whole roast joints. She lifted the lid of a soup tureen, groped and brought out a wad of ration-books tied together with pink tape. Slowly she undid the knot and took Andrewâs book from the top of the pile, but instead of handing it over she began to leaf through it, holding it at armâs length, like old Mr Singleton studying a pawn-ticket.
As Andrew was cleaning the last salty bacon drippings from his plate with a corner of toast his eye was caught by