Phoenix: The Beauty in Between (A Beautiful Series Companion Novel) by Lilliana Anderson Read Free Book Online Page B

up to the other, he lets out a loud
sniff as the line of white powder shoots up into his nostril. He
sits back and continues to inhale, his eyes closed slightly as he
shakes his head, quickly, from side to side.
    “Oh, that’s
good,” he says as he blows out a long steady breath and hands me
the tube. “Your turn.”
    I can’t pretend
that I’m not nervous right now. I’ve never done coke before, and I
don’t feel very confident about taking it. I reach out and take the
tube, holding on to it firmly as I’m afraid that I might drop it
and break the glass on the hard wood floors.
    “Ok, so what do
I do? I just…” I hold the tube and my nose as he did and sniff
back, watching to see if he approves of the way I’m demonstrating
it.
    “Yes. That’s
exactly how,” he says quietly, watching me intently, the lights of
room dancing in his eyes as he seems to take great delight in
introducing me to more of his world. “Here,” he says softly, taking
my hair in his hands and holding it back for me. “You don’t want
powder in your hair.”
    I smile at his
kind gesture and lean forward, pausing slightly as I look at the
neat rows laid out in front of me. Do I really want to do this? Do
I really want to become the kind of girl who just takes whatever
she is given? Do I even have a choice right now?
    Deciding, once
again, to tell my mind to shut up. I place the tube in my nose and
press my other nostril shut.
    Then I sniff.
Hard.
    “Holy shit,” I
breathe, as the powder shoots up my nostril and into my
sinuses.
    I wait, and
wonder how long it’s going to take to work. Jeff watches me
intently, searching for some kind of reaction. Then it hits me. I
drop my head against the back of the couch and breathe. I’m alive.
A few moments ago, I wasn’t. Right now, I’m alive.
    “Feels great,
right?” Jeff comments, taking the tube off me and leaning forward
to sniff another line himself.
    “It feels. It
feels like joy, like bliss, like everything you hear Heaven
is.”
    Jeff laughs.
This huge belly laugh erupts out of him as he lays back next to me,
staring up at the ceiling. “Come into the bedroom. I’ll show you
what Heaven is.”
    As we stand he
takes me in his arms and pulls me towards him, grasping my face on
either side with both his hands. For a moment, he just stares at
me. My tongue snakes out to wet my lips. I want nothing more right
now than to feel his mouth on mine.
    In this moment,
I feel like I’ve won. I don’t know what, but it feels like it’s
something wonderful, something amazing. My heart feels full to
bursting, and I want Jeff. I want Jeff so much it hurts my
heart.
    The moment his
lips touch mine. I wrap my body around his, clinging to him,
pressing myself against him in a wonton move, I’ve never imagined
myself doing. Surprisingly, I have this want to feel him inside me.
It’s a need, a desire, screaming from within, as my body takes over
my mind, crying to be filled. Right now, I feel like he’s the only
thing that can fill it.
    I break my lips
away and whisper, with great abandon, in his ear. “I want to know
what your cock feels like inside my mouth. I want to know what your
semen tastes like. I want to make you come like you made me come
the first night.”
    I lower my legs
to the ground and slide down his body, dragging my hands along his
torso and down to his waist, in what I imagine is a very sexy
movement. I glance up at him and see him watching me, a playful
grin on his face as he winds his fingers through my hair and nods
at me, letting me know that I’m doing the right thing.
    With confident
fingers, I undo the button of his jeans and slide them down to just
below his waist. I can see the firmness of his cock protruding
through his boxes and waste no time releasing it. Marvelling at the
spring, as it bounces from its confines.
    Jeff is still
holding my head, and he nudges his tip against my lips. I snake my
tongue out and lick the end, tasting a slick saltiness. Suddenly,